Simple Reflections of my Everyday

forever nyc. {my pictures.my words}

2011-10-03T19:00:00.000-07:00

nyc. wow. how do i even begin? will i be able to write down everything we did, felt, saw, experienced? not even close. by far experiencing the magic of nyc is something i will never forget for the rest of my life. i will also be eternally grateful for one of the most amazing experiences i have ever had. truly amazing. in every way. looking back it feels like we were gone months ago, however it has only been a couple weeks since we have gotten back. i don't think i have recovered from the awesomeness that it was yet! i remember when our plane landed. i could not move fast enough to get my luggage, find our car waiting for us to begin the adventure that lie ahead. arriving on a friday at supper time was definitely a perfect way to gain a new found appreciation for what "rush hour gridlock" is all about. but it was so cool. maybe not so much for our driver, but it was a perfect way to see some of the sights and sounds first hand. i remember thinking...wow, there are so many cars and the buildings just keep closing in on us. some so high i could not even see the tops of them looking out the car window. i was amazed. our first night consisted of pizza at the coolest pizza joint just off of times square. to be honest, times square was cool for about 5 seconds then it was time to move on. definitely not my favorite but still neat to see it with my own eyes. so much shopping, flashy billboards and people! probably the biggest crowd we ever experienced during our entire trip, but it wasn't that bad. there were many a moments where i would catch myself and think "wow...i am in times square?" so awesome! after dinner it was the perfect night to walk down to the empire state building for our first official view of this incredible city. the sky was clear, the temperature outside perfect and i was so excited to share this moment with my hubby. sharing a dream of mine with him meant the world to me and in mere seconds we would be standing at the top of the world, on one of the most iconic and famous buildings in the world. so lucky. i still can't believe i was there some days! here we are touring around NYU. washington square on a saturday. one of our most favorite moments was touring around soho and greenwich...such amazing parts of manhattan. streets filled with cute shops, funky restaurants and cafe's, amazing architecture. so much history and creative energy. i could not get enough. it was truly a piece of paradise surrounded by the rush and busy energy of manhattan. it was here where we stumbled upon our first 9/11 memorial tribute. being it was only days from the 10th anniversary i knew that we would most likely see some sort of tribute. however thinking it and actually seeing it were two entirely different experiences. words cannot even begin to describe the horror this city has gone through. i found it so surreal to have been walking down the exact streets i had watched on tv become covered with rubble, debris, injured and very frightened people. just pure chaos. but now, it appears that life has gone on as best as it can. the city i believe, has recovered stronger than ever. it is beautiful. but in no way has anyone ever forgotten how life would be forever changed on that day. our day spent down at the world trade center and ground zero was something we will never forget. i still don't really know how to explain what i saw down there. even though we were able to take photos in the tribute museum, a part of me chose not too. maybe because the images in my head are enough. maybe because it was something i just don't know if i want to look back on. maybe it was just too sad. or maybe i just still do not want to believe so many people died that day. tragically and horrifically. i still don't know. but i do believe that everyone in this world should see what is in that museum. it will bring you back to what matters. what is real and important. it will change you. and most likely for the better. this church. amazing. powerful. located directly across the street from where the twin towers stood. when the buildings fell, several others that were located in and around the world trade center suffered significant damage, some also fell. this church stood strong, not even one window was blown out of it. one tree was damaged. that was all. if that does not make a person think, i do not know what will. seeing this church solidified so many things for me. it was so beautiful and a moment i will never let go of. i am so grateful to have witnessed such grace and an incredible sign of hope and strength. loved every second. i adored the beautiful buildings that stood so majestic around the city. breathtaking. each with a story, a deep history. loved visiting nbc studios and rockefeller center. matt and i went on the nbc studio tour which was a huge highlight for me especially. seeing the sets of dr. oz, saturday night live and late night with jimmy fallon was too cool. pictures were not allowed during this tour unfortunately!:( adored the top of the rock. we had the most perfect day to experience the heights of the city from the top of the world. it was incredible. loved seeing the city from this perspective. felt amazing! central park. yes, it is the most beautiful park in the world. at least to me. such a beautiful piece of heaven situated in the midst of one of the busiest cities in the world. a true escape. just simply gorgeous. the weather we had too when we visited was amazing. so grateful. below is a photo of the building where john lennon lived and where he was fatally shot. the imagine memorial is located across the street in strawberry fields in central park. so many people gathered here to honor one of the greatest artists ever to be. it was completely moving and inspiring. and very peaceful. strawberry fields is an amazing place in the park. matt and i celebrated our 3rd wedding anniversary on broadway this year! we went to rock of ages and it was the most incredible show. it was such an incredible night. i still find it so unbelievable that we were here! on a foggy wednesday morning we made our way to the staten island ferry to go and catch a glimpse of lady liberty. it was really amazing to see her with my own eyes. again, love the history of this place. so many people began their dream of a new life here. starting with nothing except their belief and faith. a highlight for matt was enjoying a world famous pastrami sandwich from kat's deli. this famous restaurant had a very cool vibe, amazing staff and melt in your mouth sandwiches. best $15.00 sandwich ever! my highlight was heading to magnolia bakery in greenwich which was featured and made famous by it's appearance in sex and the city. greenwich is where most of SATC was filmed and little did i know that when we left the bakery and walked the block i would come across carrie bradshaw's apartment! it was beyond exciting for me! i just loved it and the neighborhood that we were in was completely what i feel nyc to be. amazing apartments, grand staircases and streets lined with the most beautiful trees. it was a very neat experience. bliss! evening spent walking the brooklyn bridge. one of my favorite moments. it was beautiful to walk away from manhattan in the day and then come back to the beautiful skyline at night. such an iconic moment and memory i will cherish forever. after a week in nyc it is official. i have left a piece of my heart there. so so grateful to have experienced the magic. amazing trip. thank you nyc.

worth remembering: creative escape 2011

2011-08-31T18:45:00.000-07:00

when i began this journey and attended my first creative escape, i had no idea it would become such a huge part of my life for the next years that followed. i remember feeling so fortunate and lucky that i was picked in the lottery to attend in 2009 that i kind of made a deal with myself to just savor every second because in my eyes the opportunity was truly "once in a lifetime". in 2010, i decided to just take a chance and enter the lottery anyway. odds are, i would never be able to go again right? well, low and behold i attended the 2nd creative escape and it was even more fabulous and amazing than my first experience. after that second one, and when it was announced that this year, 2011 would be the last one it was an absolute given that i just had to be there. and what can i say...this year was completely incredible from start to finish. what a journey it has been. nothing beats the beauty of the desert. the hotel that hosts the convention, the sheraton wild horse resort and spa is truly fabulous. i love the atmosphere, the colors, the smell, the sound, the landscape. the music that fills the lobby and every corner of the hotel is so comforting and relaxing. it truly is a piece of desert paradise. and yes temperatures may have reached record setting high's of 119...but absolutely nothing could keep this girl away from just absorbing it all and snapping a few photos of the gardens around the resort. it is the best. sights like these i never want to forget. this years theme "worth remembering" brought us all back to the 1950's. the decor of creative escape made me think of poodle skirts, saddle shoes, ponytails, diners and ice cream floats. i loved the theme, and what was even hotter than the temperatures outside was mr. bazill's bright red shiny t-bird that dazzled during the thursday bazaar event. i was so lucky to see maggie holmes again too! she is an incredible photographer, scrapbooker and designer. she taught at last year's creative escape and this year she attended as a student. she had the most beautiful table set up during the bazaar full of her creativity and photography. she is also a momma to some of the most beautiful children i have ever seen! what an absolute treat it was to see her and chat for a bit. love her! she is someone i truly admire in many ways. next up on thursday was heidi swapp's mini class. she taught the coolest project! we were all able to YUDU screen our very own creative escape apron that we got to keep. we also were able to sew our own blossom as an accent to the apron which was really fun for me because i learned a new way to create flowers. oooh the possibilities! next up was the trunk show which always is my top favorite of the event. all of the teachers set up a table displaying some of their favorite projects. nothing beats being able to see projects i have admired through blogs, magazines etc. up close and personal. very inspiring. i also love how each teacher's personal style is so evident throughout their display's. a little bit of everything for everyone to enjoy. the ideas one gets after seeing such beautiful display's are incredible. my heart and mind are full for the next 10 years easy! it is always such an honor to be able to just absorb and enjoy the albums and projects. i feel very blessed that i was given the chance to have such an intimate glance into their creative life. i can appreciate that because scrapbooks are so personal, and such treasured possessions that it is really incredible how willing and open the instructors are to sharing their stories. thank you so much for that. meeting ali edwards. there are no words. all i can say is wow. this woman is amazing! her stories, her passion, her simplicity, her truth. everything about her makes me excited for life and for documenting my own. she makes it feel possible and exciting. i have always hoped that one day i would be able to learn from her. i believe that my believing and putting it out there created this moment and i am truly so appreciative and grateful. meeting her was a full circle moment for me. her class was amazing. one of the best parts about creative escape is not only the amount of creativity and learning that happens, but the incredible people that come and the friendships that are created. the women that i met throughout my years at creative escape will forever be with me and are some of my most treasured. we had so much fun learning, laughing, crying, scrapbooking. there is nothing more powerful than that of like minds and being together with you all doing what we love is truly the best. i am so grateful to have met you all and am a better person for it. heidi swapp delivered the keynote this year. her story...i do not have the words to even begin to describe her story. all i know is that her words and images touched me to the very core. her openness and passion are beyond anything that i have ever been around and because of things i had seen and heard through her presentation i am forever changed. my perspective has changed. my desires have changed. my belief in scrapbooking has intensified beyond measure. never underestimate the power of photographs. she is everything i love about scrapbooking and photography. there will never be enough thank you's to offer to her to how she has changed my life. from my first CE to the last CE, she is and forever will be an angel to me. she is one of those people who has come into my life and left footprints on my heart. once CE wrapped up, we spent the remainder of our time shopping and enjoying a relaxing sunday in HOT chandler, arizona. it was so nice to spend some girl time together. enjoying one another's company, sharing stories, and eating some amazing food! i will never forget the food at ling louie's and that banana spring roll dessert. be still my heart! right now, i just feel so full of thoughts that i am not sure if i can adequately express just what these past 3 years have meant to me. but one thing i DO know is what i believe. and what this event represents is exactly that. i found another quote the other day that i believe to be true with all my heart. it is something that i want to include in my life everyday. "surround yourself with people that inspire and uplift you. people who think big allow you to expand. you cannot put your hand into a pot of glue without some of it sticking and likewise you cannot interact with inspired people without some of that rubbing off on you" - John Demartinil. what i have learned, how i have been influenced for the better, how i see the world now, how i want to continue living my life has all been impacted and empowered by my time spent here and the people that i have met and the relationships that have formed. it is so bittersweet to say goodbye. my heart is sad, yet my heart is happy for everything that i have embraced. thank you so much CE for the life changing experience. eternally grateful am i.

me right now.

2011-08-10T20:36:00.000-07:00

life right now. busy and full of excitement. so far, this month has started off perfectly. a relaxing long weekend, work, wedding to photograph in saskatchewan, more work, a few photo sessions and then last but certainly not least the event that is quickly approaching, creative escape. mix into that some beautiful sunshine weather, visits with friends, cozy summer nights...beautiful august. i am so excited for this month. so grateful for so many things. mostly i am grateful right now for creativity. for the love and desire i have within me to just celebrate life and embrace it. i find it so fascinating, i really do. often times i can feel kind of like an outsider. it is weird, but sometimes i guess i just feel misunderstood. like others think it is funny, or silly, or weird. or they just don't get it. sometimes this can bother me, and other times i just feel sorry for them. it is a shame that their life is just passing them by and they are not choosing to see it for what it is. i find comfort knowing that i do get it. i do see it. i don't need something tragic to happen in my life for me to gain perspective, or appreciation. i feel it everyday. and for that i am eternally grateful and celebrating what i see, feel, and do. i am so happy that i take the time to write things down. to journal, to take photographs, to document. it has forever changed me for the better and continues to do so. thinking about creative escape i am so grateful for that experience. for the people i have met, stories i have heard, inspiration that has never left me. that experience alone has been tremendously life changing...and all thanks to scrapbooking and creativity. so as i sit here in anticipation of this last year, i am finding comfort in new ideas, brainstorming projects, wondering what we are going to learn. it is so exciting for me, i am counting down the sleeps!

28 reasons...

2011-07-31T16:07:00.000-07:00

happy 28th birthday to this boy. it is so hard to believe that when you came into my life you were only 19...and now look how many years has passed and it still seems like i just met you yesterday. there are so many ways to celebrate you and what you have brought into my life. since it is your 28th birthday, i thought i would take a moment to celebrate you in 28 ways...28) you love to make me laugh 27) you take care of all of the "boy" jobs around here, and do them perfectly! 26) you love my cooking, and always tell me that supper was good! 25) you are always so considerate, whether it be checking in with me or popping me a quick phone call, you care what i think and feel. 24) you have so many awesome friends who are very important to you 23) you cook breakfasts on (most) weekends 22) you work so hard at everything you do 21) you create goals in your life, and always successfully work towards achieving them 20) you love our dog 19) you are the neat one, always hanging up your clothes in your closet 18) you are always wanting to help me out, to make things easier for me, and you care to do that and will say it 17) you love to have fun 16) you like to shop for clothes (which can make shopping together fun!) 15) you have passions in your life, and i adore that 14) you kiss me on the cheek every morning before you go to work 13) you wash my car for me always, i don't even have to ask! 12) you are excited about becoming a dad one day, and tell me often! 11) you care about my dreams and things that are important to me 10) you love to surprise me 9) you are patient with me when some things i get involved in take up a lot of my extra free time 8) i love it when you watch my girly tv shows with me, and you don't complain! 7) you take me for soft ice cream 6) i love hearing how you are excited for our trip to NYC 5) you care so much about others 4) you are an amazing listener 3) i adore your patience 2) you encourage me when i am in doubt 1) i love hearing you say how you love the life we have and share together. happy 28th birthday to an incredible person who makes my world brighter and more promising everyday! we have so much fun together, it has never stopped. xoxo

blessed.

2011-07-26T20:48:00.000-07:00

so it has been awhile. wow, almost a month. i honestly do not know what has gotten into me...it is not that i have stopped journaling or writing...it's just that maybe i needed a bit of a blog break. but then i think of all of the amazing blogs out there that inspire me endlessly and i think to myself, i better get on some entries! at the end of it all, it is the collection of thoughts, stories and moments that i am wanting in the end, even if i do not have something amazing to say...at least i have something jotted down! reflecting back on this past month it has been such a whirlwind! so many things going on, awesome moments and beautiful memories. i was very fortunate and lucky to be able to photograph 2 weddings this month, one was on my own the other i assisted. they were such fun times and awesome creative outlets for me. then there has been visits with family and bbq's which has also been awesome. i think the best part of summer is the memories we create. life just seems to have a different pace. yes, it goes fast...but it just feels good all at the same time. on sunday we celebrated my aunt's birthday. it was so neat and nostalgic being down at the cabin all together. i remember being there as a kid, in the summer and how i thought it was one of the most amazing and cool places on earth. to this day, i still do. it is so beautiful out there...and how one forgets until you get back out there and see it for yourself. i love how seeing something so simple as a curtain pattern, or familiar dish can bring you back so many years to one moment that all of a sudden just comes alive in your mind. again, the power of memories. it was neat because we all took time to take family photos of each family. it was so much fun and so amazing to see how everyone has grown and where we all are in our lives. at the end of the day, we are really lucky to have one another, to be healthy and happy and blessed with all that we have. no matter what we will always be there for one another. truly open and there. my girls. i love these people like no other. our bond with one another is something words cannot even begin to describe. we have had so many awesome moments...laughing, crying, sharing...i think God everyday for having these people in my life. nothing is more comforting than knowing no matter what, i will always know that they will be there for me unconditionally. i am so grateful for our past memories and our future ones, because i know they will be simply awesome. i am looking forward to the weekend, more time to celebrate as it is matthew's birthday. then we begin the month of august. :)

just so right.

2011-06-20T20:15:00.000-07:00

well, it has been such a whirlwind since the middle of last week. and it has been awesome. watching one of my closest friends get married, and being so lucky to have been a part of the day was a moment i will never let go of. it was so beautiful for so many reasons. i love how it feels to be so happy for someone else. it's a happy that you just cannot contain that just wants to come out and be alive. and that is the kind of happy i have for her and her new husband and their new life together. i just admire her for so many things. she has such strength and devotion in her, and i know that no matter what she will do in her life, she will only experience great things for everything that she has chosen to do previous. there were moments of her wedding where i was really able to witness true love and devotion. never giving up and never letting go. believing in something when you have every reason to turn the other way and let go of all that you have hoped for. it was amazing and i loved it. thank you again for everything. xox now that the wedding is over i will be focusing my time on my own photography, working and completing an amazing course i am taking called "soul restoration 2" and it has been so awesome. i have been busily completing and creating inside my art journal and so far i absolutely love it. the projects are so amazing, thought provoking, and even just for my overall creativity it has been a perfect boost. i am so thankful that there are people out there putting out such incredible courses and that with the internet people all over the world are able to connect and learn from each other. I also read the most awesome quote today and it really made me think and even be more grateful for opportunities to learn and grow and stretch yourself beyond places you thought you could go. The quote reads "I always wonder why birds choose to stay in the same place when they can fly anywhere on earth, then i ask myself the same question" ~Harun Yahya yeah...makes you stop and think hey?

think.

2011-06-06T18:47:00.000-07:00

so let's just say i have been away thinking. a lot has gone on in the month of may, and i guess you could say it lead to a personal "shut-down". just some space, time to breathe, time to clear my head, time to help, time to think. it is not as if there has not been stuff to talk or write about, but i think in life we just all need a break sometimes and maybe my month of may was it. every now and then i often find i am at a loss for words to describe a certain way that i am feeling, or thinking. the other week i came across the above quote and it was like, "aaahhh...FINALLY some sweet inspiration". i just LOVE this. thank you for re-energizing my heart. right now i am just in between a lot of things. photography, projects, wellness, weddings etc. it has been really good and for the first time in a while i just am feeling really content. not necessarily caught up by any means, but just content. today i actually took 20 minutes and just laid outside on the grass. i closed my eyes and really listened to the wind, the birds, the calm. it was so nice and i just truly felt grateful for that moment. http://www.blogger.com/img/blank.gif grateful that the sun was out, grateful that their was a beautiful breeze to compliment and ride on it's rays. happy that i had the afternoon to do that and blessed that i took the chance to do so. happy is also an upcoming celebration. one of my best friends will be getting married in a few short weeks and i cannot be happier, or luckier, that i get to be a part of her big day and watch her become a brand new wife. it is a very exciting time and i am really looking forward to the big day. i have also been busy posting some photography love on my life artistry photography blog. beautiful families celebrating themselves, one of my most favorite things. :)

welcome may.

2011-05-01T15:19:00.000-07:00

welcome may, i am happy you are here. it really does seem so surreal how we are already in the month of may. for the record, 2011 has really been going at warp speed. the days and months passing by so quickly that at times i feel like before i can even get a grasp and handle on the month that it is, poof...it is over. the next month quickly takes up it's place and so life goes on. the past few days have been very difficult to process. a family that i know lost one of their loved ones. at a very young age and in a very tragic way. it has been so surreal to even begin to understand how things like this happen. why. such a popular word and question for so many, yet at the same time so powerless and useless at a time of such sadness. no one knows why. this whole event has really had me thinking over the past few days about everything. about the present, about life, about dreams and hopes, about plans. about the fact that we are all here on borrowed time and when that time has to be given back...so hard to comprehend. so as much as i look forward to a brand new month it is with such sadness and confusion in my heart. right now, more than ever i am thankful for many things. for LIFE, for breath, for extra time, the extra daylight with sunshine. for apples and fresh veggies, for cold water and my running shoes. for stretching and yoga, for journaling, for friendships.

spring.

2011-04-24T18:35:00.000-07:00

oh i how loved this weekend. the pace, the sunshine, the birds outside, the meals. it was so good. i loved how it was full of spontaneous unplanned things. the conversations, the visits, the mood. it was a beautiful weekend and it makes me feel like spring is on it's way (finally!). today i even had a late afternoon nap, which was truly such a treat. this weekend was full of so much goodness and gratitude. for the people in my life, the connections we share and the moments that we create together. it just is, and i love that. it is sometimes so easy to forget all that we have in such a fast paced materialistic world that influences in sometimes not the best ways. with so many distractions i often feel that it is a constant struggle to maintain focus and attention on the things i know matter. they can often get blurred in the dust and shadow of everything else. but i will continue to persevere and push forward and turn away the negative forces and influences that try to make their way towards me. life is full of little moments everyday that are just simply awesome. as the last week of april approaches i am excited for it. it is going to be a great busy week ahead.

picture on my wall.

2011-04-17T19:13:00.001-07:00

i received this photo as a gift from my best friends years ago. a photo of new york. looking back it is funny how things work out and you do not even realize it at the moment. back then i guess i would have labeled myself as intuitive. but maybe, not really aware that i was? in any case, i have just always been so fascinated with visiting this city one day. this picture has been displayed on my wall since 2002 and i look at it everyday. it is also a very significant picture for me because not only was it bought for me for my birthday by my best friends, but it was bought at a time in my life when i was going through a very difficult time (or so i thought) in my life. since then i have always thought, "one day...i will be there". kind of that bucket list deal. well, low and behold 9 years later on my birthday i receive the most amazing and spectacular words-cannot-even-express-moment from my husband...a trip to new york! right now at this very moment i am just trying to process the whole thing. it is really coming true for me! i am such a believer now in intuition, and on cultivating and manifesting your life, but did i know much about that 9 years ago? not really...maybe i was just not conscious of it but it was happening all along? such a mystery to me...but so sweet all at the same time. i guess on of the most beautiful parts of this whole moment for me is witnessing the connection and unfolding of being married to someone who helps me achieve my dreams. someone who cares about my heart, and my goals, and my thoughts, and my hopes. my "one day i will..." kind of thing. and i guess the best part is that it is not even the big deals where i am bearing witness to this sort of thing. it is the everyday unnoticed moments that also serve to make my dreams come true. the whole package. it takes my breath away and makes me so grateful to have found such a beautiful person to share my life with. of course it is real life, and we all know how UN-glamorous it can be...but i guess the beauty and mystery of this world lies in finding those hidden moments and really looking beyond to find those sparkling times. i am so excited for this upcoming trip. to see, and be, and do all that i have dreamed of and looked forward to. i just cannot wait to stand in central park...look to my left, look to my right, look down at my feet planted firmly on the ground and say to myself, "i am here".

awake and here.

2011-04-08T22:20:00.000-07:00

wow. so ok...it is already almost mid april. seriously, i know i say it all the time but WHERE oh where has it gone? this is crazy. i guess i know where it has gone. between life and work and all the oh so good extra, that is just the way it goes. feeling pretty excited for spring, the extra sunlight, the spring run off...birds singing in the morning. so awesome. also getting ready for some busy weekends ahead. my 29th birthday (eeek!) is just one week away...gosh. seriously? i honestly can close my eyes and remember what i thought when i was 15 at this very moment. the thought of being 29 seemed sooooo far away. i would always sit back, wonder and imagine what my life would be like at that age. what the world would be like. and now...was it what i thought it was going to be? am i where i should be? life for the most part is pretty awesome. i am feeling probably the strongest i have been. both mentally and emotionally. after having a somewhat rougher year last year it is so refreshing and such a blessing to be where i am right now. for that i am truly grateful. i am so happy too that i have been really sticking with my new years promises in maintaining, sustaining and working hard to strengthening myself with exercise, proper eating, mindful living and practicing daily gratitude. so far, so good. and i truly do feel so much better for it. there are so many great things to be looking forward to this year that i have to keep inspired, stay strong and focused. there have been so many things on my mind that i could sit and type for hours. but it is late. it was a long week and my bed is calling my name. excited for an awesome saturday tomorrow!

on my nightstand.

2011-02-28T18:48:00.001-08:00

there is just something awesome about a good book. and luckily, i have 3 awesome books on the go that i just had to share. sometimes in a world that can feel so isolating at times, especially when you can feel like there is no one out there that really get's where you are coming from or thinking the thoughts that you do, it is so comforting to find a book that speaks your language, mirrors your thoughts and just makes you feel NOT alone. so for anyone out there looking for an amazing book or something to bring comfort, entertainment, peace of mind, escape and moments of bliss these 3 books of mine are just perfect for that. "a new earth, by ekhart tolle", "committed, by elizabeth gilbert" and "the happiness project, by gretchen rubin". all different types of stories, all different types of topics but one commonality...and that is embracing and celebrating life. all it's quirks, it's ups, it's downs, it's adventures. all of it. such good stuff. thankful, so thankful for that.

loved this.

2011-02-21T19:31:00.000-08:00

GRATITUDE: "there is not enough room in the human heart for depression and gratitude at the same time."

thank you.

2011-02-16T19:30:00.000-08:00

right now i am so tired. just tired. like many of you can relate i am sure it has been a long winter. i am not only tired for me, but just tired for everyone else too who has been struggling and dealing with so many challenges. i am tired for you too. i just keep praying that tomorrow will be a better day and that we are only to look forward to bigger and brighter days ahead right? right now i am also thankful. for so many things. i do not think there is anything more powerful out there than just being grateful and feeling the moment. this week my amazing husband and best friend surprised me with a wonderful valentines day. usually i am not one to really emphasize a "holiday" (if that's what you call it) such as valentines day. however it was really sweet and just made me feel SO thankful to observe and appreciate and embrace what my husband took time to do for me. even on his last day off before starting a VERY long work shift, instead of spending his last hours on himself he spent them preparing me supper and surprises and well...let's just say we all learn valuable lessons often and he taught me a BIG one that day. actions TRULY speak louder than words and things, and i am so so so appreciative of it all. he never ceases to amaze me. even after all of these years. beautiful things come from his heart. that is what captivates me every day. so amidst all of my tiredness, and feelings of being overwhelmed at times life is GOOD, oh so good...and i never take that for granted. thank YOU for loving me.

little reflections.

2011-02-03T17:35:00.000-08:00

welcome february. i am really looking forward to this month. no specific reason why, i just am excited. maybe because that means one more winter month is just that further behind, or that perhaps spring is one month closer. in any case, i am optimistic that it is going to be a great month of 'embracing'. january for me ended on a very high note. matt surprised me with a jacuzzi suite at the fantasy land hotel. we had the best time just shopping around, treating ourselves, sharing an awesome meal at moxies restaurant and simple reconnecting. for both of us the winter is such a busy and stressful time at work so it is nice to just escape for a few days and enjoy some real treats and simple pleasures. we had such a nice time. we also helped celebrate a new beginning and attended a beautiful wedding. we literally danced the night away and had so much fun. i am also looking forward to a wonderful weekend ahead as my amazing and beautiful cousins are coming down to spend some quality time. i absolutely adore times like these.

embrace. {my one little word}

2011-01-25T20:23:00.000-08:00

since it is almost the end of january, i was just going to touch base with my one little word project. this year, i chose the word embrace and i think it is the perfect word for this year. so far, there have been numerous things to happen and i have really been trying to comprehend and understand them all. i have found that by changing the way i think about them, to embrace them, has really enabled me to the beginning level of acceptance and hopefully true understanding. this project is really wonderful and i am looking forward to having a completed journal by the end of 2011 reflecting and documenting all that i have consciously 'embraced' within my year. i chose the word embrace because i really believe that acceptance and embracing situations for what they are are vital steps to achieving inner peace. i may not always understand a situation fully, but if i can work to embracing it for what it is and look beneath and realize that i can embrace and accept it...then maybe it will work to bring about more peace within, rather than anxiety. i have also been working to embrace my 'creative' drive and have been slowly working on some layouts of events last year for my album. this layout is documenting the trip matt and i took in september. looking back for some reason this trip seems so far away so i am thankful that i have these memories in a safe place where i can go back and relive such a special time. i am also loving using a bunch of photos on a layout...i am really loving the collage style. i think it is a great way to tell a story, capture a bunch of photos on one page, and i just think it looks cute! i am looking forward to embracing next month, completing the next part of our project and seeing what is in store. i really love the whole 'one little word' concept and encourage anyone and everyone to try it. of course you do not have to do it as a scrapbook type album or project, but it is a neat way to hang on and work towards bringing something positive into your life. something to focus on and work towards. i always think how amazing it is how the things you focus and concentrate on in your life are brought back to you in various ways. just a thought!

been wondering.

2011-01-20T19:03:00.000-08:00

the other weekend i made this necklace for this beautiful girl i met at creative escape. she is embarking on a wonderful new adventure in her life. she is also going through a heartbreaking challenge. i usually do not like to talk or write about negative things on my blog, but these days i have just been wondering about a lot of things. since the new year, it seems like so many people are going through so much darkness, struggle and trial in their lives and at times for me it is just so hard to comprehend it all. i have and continue to be blessed with so much good in my life, and i have never taken one second for granted. one of the things that i try to instill in my life on a daily basis is 'conscious mindfulness'. to be in the moment, to be present, to be thankful. all of these innocent and amazing people that have been dealt such struggle are all so wonderful and did not ask for any of it. but i also believe that in life the dark moments and dark days exist for the sole purpose to bring about more light, more hope, more resiliency within those that are in the midst of it all. like it or not, we are all going to be participants in life's messy game and i guess the more open we can be to the waves of change, the better we can face head on whatever is to come our way. on another note, these days i have been enjoying my ipod, reading 'the power of now', drinking green tea, journaling, making homemade soup and am so excited that american idol has started up again. savoring the simple everyday indulgences that inspire me and energize my heart.

everyday beautiful.

2011-01-15T15:04:00.000-08:00

a cozy saturday, chilly temperatures outside...a fire burning in the woodstove inside, and my pj's. truly my idea of an 'everyday beautiful' moment. simple, serene, calming and peaceful. it is not everyday in the midst of all the busy-ness that we all tend to find ourselves in that one can just stop, be mindful and appreciate the simplicity and calmness of the day. that is what this day has been for me. even had time to create which made the day even better. savoring this day, this moment, this time. my heart is full of gratitude for today.

new project.

2011-01-06T20:17:00.000-08:00

this is my new baby. my new project. my new start to 2011 is in this amazing little book. i had got this journal back in december and knew that it would come in handy for the perfect project one day. little did i know that the amazing women of house of three would come up with the PERFECT project for this journal. The kit is amazing and so much fun to work with. The possibilities are truly endless. There are spots in the journal for weight loss, changing habits, creating new habits, fostering creativity, refocusing, the list goes on and on. i am so excited to get started. i have been in the mindset of wanting to document more of my everyday and i know this journal will help me do just that.

1.1.11

2011-01-01T22:50:00.000-08:00

Hello 2011, Goodbye 2010. Wow...a year that I remember just beginning like it was yesterday is truly now behind us. I am so looking forward to a FRESH start, a FRESH year, with FRESH possibilities and a clean slate ahead. I believe it is going to be such a great year and am looking forward to it all! Like a wonderful quote I found stated, "an ending does not have to be sad. It is the only way to begin something NEW"...so very true. I feel that there will be new things on the horizon for me this year and I am truly going to embrace every moment, chance, and opportunity to enjoy life and all of it's crazy ups and downs. We celebrated the new year by attending a family friends wedding. It was a very unique way to ring in the new year and quite inspiring to be there to watch two people join in a new life together hours before a new year was to be welcomed. It was truly beautiful! I think it is time to BEGIN!

Looking Ahead.

2010-12-29T18:44:00.000-08:00

With only a few days left of 2010, it is time to start looking ahead to a new year. Looking back on 2010, what a year. A year full of ups and downs, blessings, happy times, struggles, personal growth and MORE change, I am ready to say goodbye and look ahead to a year I believe holds nothing but possibility and opportunity. The holidays this year were amazing. It is always so incredible to surround oneself with amazing people, good food, laughter, comfort and rest. The BEST part of the holiday season. Of course I did not take as many photos as I would have liked too (again) but I guess I was just too busy enjoying the moments to worry about the photos this year! Lately there have been lots of things weighing on my mind and I am just in the midst of trying to sort some things out just in time for the new year. Things that I want to focus more on, things that I want to let go of, and others that I am determined to begin to make peace with, for once and for all. I am ready to look ahead and EMBRACE. That being, my one little word for 2011. Ali Edwards began this little "idea" a few years back and I have adopted it ever since. Having a "one little word" is such an amazing way to put a year into perspective. To set forth goals and ideas and thoughts about life. It is just a little something to carry with you as a new year begins to carry in your heart and your life and to help you make things happen and achieve what you want to. The word embrace for me is so important because of where I am right now and how important I have come to realize it is to embrace and accept life and what it hands you. To embrace and accept opens your heart and mind to even more than a person ever thought was possible. I believe it makes the difficult easier, the unimaginable more manageable and the future just a little less scary. I am ready to begin and embrace 2011.

Peace.Love.Joy.

2010-12-12T18:59:00.000-08:00

"Peace is not something you wish for; it is something you make, something you do, something you are, and something you give away" - Robert Fulghum Right now, at this very moment I am so grateful to feel PEACE. I came across this quote and I just fell in love with it and something I believe with all of my heart. Peace in our lives is cultivated by us, by the way we choose to feel think believe and live our lives. How we choose to interpret and perceive a situation. This all contributes to our experiences and feelings of peace. I am just feeling SO grateful for so many things. I am finding PEACE in the simple things and moments. Especially today. I had such a wonderful weekend filled with so much joy and conversation and love and all that good stuff! It was amazing and I am so grateful for that. I felt peace today when I was looking out the window watching the snow fall so lightly outside. I was cozy on the couch, with a warm blanket...a fire lit beside me in the wood stove. That was such an amazing moment of peace for me today. So awesome! I felt peace when I was washing my beautiful new fleece bedding Matt and I received as a gift. A total piece of heaven on earth. I LOVE the little things, the simple joys, the little treasures...and I LOVE that I notice them and take the time to recognize them and not let them pass me by. It makes me feel so fulfilled and full of power and energy. I am so ready for a full and busy week ahead! Christmas is quickly approaching...along with a new year. This makes me really excited! I have done a lot of thinking, hoping, wondering and praying as to what I would love this year ahead to be. It is also time to start thinking about my word for 2011. I have a few in mind, but not one that I am fully committed to just yet. In any case, I am so looking forward to the next few weeks as they are going to be so FULL of blessings, family, fun and PEACE. My wish for everyone out there is that they are able to be open to take a moment within their busy lives to think about and feel what brings them Peace. Fill your soul. Fill your heart. It truly is such a wonderful feeling.

My New Love.

2010-11-28T15:23:00.000-08:00

So this is my new love. Like I need ANOTHER hobby, I know. However, I am truly addicted to making these fabric flowers and flower bib necklaces. Who knew a little bit of fabric, hot glue, with a touch of bling could be so fun and addicting! Some of these techniques I had learned back this August at Creative Escape, and others I have just had fun playing and experimenting. In other news, I am still finding it so hard to believe that it is almost December 2010. Where has the year gone. It seems just like minutes ago when it was January and I was in anticipation for the new year, what was to come and what I had envisioned. This year was definitely 'different' in ways that I have yet to try to understand. It was still a year full of many blessings, but it was just somehow 'different'. Or maybe I was just in a strange place. I know I did a lot of personal learning and growth this year, and maybe that is where I am still trying to come to terms and understand some things, but it just seemed odd to me. Now...for 2011...where to begin, where to start...what to foresee. Hmmm....maybe I will just focus on tomorrow for now. That seems like a good idea! I am definitely feeling so grateful and blessed these days. Blessed and thankful for my home, a healthy family, for food in my fridge, for the change to curl up with a good book every now and then, for hot tea, for cozy blankets, for hot baths, vanilla shower gel and good magazines. Grateful for the constant inspiration life brings me daily. After a week of having the flu...GRATEFUL for finally feeling normal and on my way again. Looking forward to a positive week ahead!

life update.

2010-11-13T19:33:00.000-08:00

where has time been going? it seems like blogging has gone on the back burner for me, and that is something i really do not like. especially since i feel it is so important to document life's details as time goes by way too fast and things seem to be changing at such a rapid rate. so let's see if i can get on here more often! i used to blog so regularly and now...not sure what it is. sometimes though, a person just needs a moment to step back and regroup, and maybe that is where i am at. who knows. or maybe i am just not in a place where i am ready. i am finding it so hard to believe that the holiday season is almost upon us, and i remember so vividly the place i was at last year, this same time...man how things can change so quick. just when you think you are in the right place, on the right road...and then....change. this past year was definitely that for me. it was about taking risks and chances and learning that sometimes they don't always pay off. always a learning experience, but i just wish at times i did not feel like i had wasted a whole year in conflict and being unhappy. i always try to cherish each and every day...and there were a lot of days this past year where i was just simply swept up in confusion, sadness, depression, angst...it was hard. but things worked out ok in the end and more choices had to be made to get back to a place where i feel content, happy, balanced... a place that is ME. this past little while i have spent some time working and creating my creative escape 2010 scrapbook album. i am almost finished, just a few more details to include but i just LOVE how it has turned out. i used the beautiful parisian anthology portfolio binder, as well as papers, accents etc. to create my book. it was so much fun to work on it and relive all of the wonderful and amazing moments and memories that i had experienced there. that was probably one of my "healing" moments...after having such an unsettled year, being at CE was just what i needed to restore a lot of the faith and strength that i had lost and was struggling with getting back into my life. for that reason and so many others, this album will always be one of those books that tells such an amazing story and every time i will look and read it will always serve to heal my heart and inspire my soul.

what i do.

2010-11-01T18:44:00.000-07:00

obsessed about creating, that is truly where my mind and heart has been for the last few weeks. it's been awesome, and i was even able to get some projects done! i truly could not imagine my life without creativity. it fuels everything else i do in a day...it is my source of energy, inspiration and drive. i cannot get enough. i have been thinking alot about fitting in, and where i feel that i do fit in. that one place i know is when i am in the creative zone, surrounded by other creative people who see the world the way i do. sometimes it can feel so isolating, in that others sometimes just do not get or understand the passion. but i guess that is ok. the ones that do understand make up for those that don't. ultimately it is about being happy, fulfilled from the inside out, and that is what creativity and living creatively does for me. it is a brand new month too....have a few things that i want to be working on, and am excited about getting into the holiday spirit and enjoying what is to come. even trying to get excited about snowfalls and cold weather...attitude is everything right?? i am really excited to just enjoy and be present in the holiday season...enjoy some baking, hot chocolate, photos, the buzz in the air. i am even trying to look forward to the shopping, which is not my favorite part of the season at all, but will try to keep it all in balance and not let that superficial part of the holiday season take away from the real magic of it all. so, looking forward to many things in the next coming weeks! also looking forward to Rhonna's 21 day challenge...hop to her blog to find out more. sounds amazing and her inspiration is enough to fill anyone's soul! i met her at creative escape and she is the cutest little thing, with the biggest spirit ever! so looking forward to her challenge and focusing my mental energy and becoming stronger, better and more present than ever! here is to a great month ahead!

Lately.

2010-10-20T21:31:00.001-07:00

Wow, October...really? Has it been this long since I last posted. Crazy. Sometimes it seems that in life we are just so busy going through the motions that I just tend to lose track of time, at times. This would count as one of those times. So lately...what have I been up to? Well, between the obvious responsibilities of work and home I have been LOVING a few things right now full out. I am loving my new camera...it ROCKS. I don't know what I love more about it...the fact that it is so pretty, and powerful, and full of SO MUCH potential. OR that at one point it seemed unattainable, and now...I worked so hard and it is in my hands. It was only just a few short months back when I put it out there that my goal was to one day have this camera in my hands...and now I do. Goal setting can be so powerful sometimes. The whole notion of manifesting takes my breath away at how powerful it truly can be when we believe and LET it. So cool. Lately, another thing I am loving is Flow Yoga. It is just something that I have really begun to connect with and has become my favorite way to spend a Tuesday night. Breathing is powerful. It makes me feel powerful, refreshed, focused, and calm. It clears my mind and fills me up with such great energy. Something I so need at times, because often my mind is continuously racing with ideas non stop...so it is nice to just be in a place where I am able to "shut it off". Lately I have been able to reconnect with my scrapbooking space and projects. It truly is my sanctuary and I am working on some really beautiful albums. Still finishing up projects from creative escape, working on some new ones and dreaming up others. I LOVE it. Lately, just trying to stay in a good place. Taking my vitamins, drinking water, reading and walking. Lately it's been working for me.

Power.

2010-09-30T09:33:00.000-07:00

Has it really been this long since I have blogged? Time has truly gotten away from me this time. I truly have been really busy...but it has been so good, so fulfilling, so heartwarming...that I feel so blessed to be able to be enjoying this time, right now to fill me up with everything that energizes me in such a positive way. I used to have bouts where I would feel so tired, drained...like I would walk around with such heavy shoulders and a heavy head...and now, I honestly feel like the energizer bunny...I could just go-go-go! Do you ever go through life and have a feeling that you just want to hang out to with all your might so that it will never ever slip through your fingers? Well...if you have, then you know EXACTLY what I am talking about. Right now, that is how I am feeling. I pray that I can hang on to this feeling for a VERY long time. I have been spending time immersing myself in things that I LOVE. I have come to the realization that it is the things that a person loves, that fills you up with POWER. I had spent the past weekend in Edmonton and had quickly grabbed a copy of the new Oprah magazine to read before bed. I usually do not buy Oprah magazine, as I was looking for a different one instead, but the headline on the cover totally caught my eye. It read "Own Your Power". Now, being in this space that I have been so blessed to be in for the past little bit I just had to check it out and see what it was all about. Let me just say that it is an amazing article and is filled with a variety of creators, artists and designers insights and personal thoughts on what power means to them. I just LOVED reading it and was left completely inspired by it. I started thinking about what the topic meant to me and different things that I believe in and have struggled with. Each individual was given 3 prompts to finish off and it led me to thinking about what each of these prompts meant to me and in how they apply to my life, my thinking, my passions... PEOPLE OFTEN UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF...living creatively. When I began to open my heart and mind to truly celebrating, documenting, and capturing all of the little wonders that fascinate me through photography and scrapbooking it has truly transformed my entire being. I live to appreciate the little moments, and strive to truly be present in whatever comes my way...big or small. Living creatively has only increased my sense of gratitude for the genuine pleasures and luxuries that I am able to participate in, in my life...this includes the little moments like being able to have a hot cup of tea, fold freshly washed towels, and watching the leaves blow in the breeze. Living creatively is very powerful to me...the power of this fuels my entire being through my thoughts, my actions and how I choose to live each and every day. I FEEL MOST POWERFUL WHEN...I can look back on certain situations, projects, and experiences and know deep down in my heart that I truly savored each and every second and consciously never took a moment of it for granted. A TRUE SIGN OF POWER IS...choosing YOUR path in life, empowering your own decisions and living an honest and true life. This is a struggle as we live in a world surrounded by influence that can sometimes work to back us into a corner. I believe power is demonstrated when you can rise above this, accept that others may have different dreams, wishes, and opinions on things but know that in your heart YOU have your own life to live and it is OK to do just that.

Magic for the Soul

2010-09-19T08:18:00.000-07:00

During the first week of September, Matt and I were able to take some long awaited time off together and headed off into BC. We really had no plans, no destination...we just jumped in the jeep and drove, which was awesome. The only place we needed to be was Emerald Lake on September 10th to witness 2 of our very dearest friends exchange vows. The month of September, since we were married 2 years ago has always been a very special time of the year for both of us. It has always been my favorite time of the year, as i ADORE fall, so being married during the month of September was an extra special treat. I think that is also why we love to wait and take our holidays during this month...kind of just a nice time to take off and reconnect after busy summers! During our time away, we spent a lot of time just "enjoying". By this I mean enjoying our surroundings, embracing the moments and just feeling so thankful of where we were and that for this short time we could just sit back, relax and enjoy this beautiful planet! The weather was a bit on the cool side, but that actually made for some enjoyable hiking, which we tried to do a bit of everyday. I just love the mountains and the cool crisp mountain air. It was gorgeous, and an added bonus that there was physical exercise involved! haha! Among my favorite memories from the trip was the quality time spent with friends in Calgary on Saturday and Sunday night. Seeing Waterton for the first time and enjoying a fancy meal with my hubby...I really loved that! I enjoyed hiking the Red Canyon and eating breakfast mountainside...it was just SO nice. Then of course, we made our way and spent a few nights in Radium...did a bit more hiking and then ventured off to Emerald Lake. Wow! That place is truly incredible and the perfect ending to our holiday. More time with friends...nothing could be better. It truly was amazing. So right now I have just been trying to get life back in order after being away...the month of August I was barely home and so there has been a lot of catch up going on. I have piles of scrapbooking projects to either finish and/or begin so with this weather changing so quickly it might just be the perfect time for some indoor activities! In any case, there is definitely no time for being bored! Matt is away on an Elk hunting trip until Wednesday so there are a few more days ahead that I can take advantage of to get some things ready and organized. It sounds like he is having a great trip, even though apparently Elk are incredibly smart and intuitive which makes hunting them quite the challenge. I am so happy that he is taking the time to do something he truly loves. It does wonders for a person's soul...truly. I am still in such a great place from our holidays and Creative Escape...yes STILL. It was just so reaffirming in so many ways. Truly spending time doing what you LOVE = MAGIC for the SOUL.

My Reflections-Creative Escape 2010

2010-09-01T19:34:00.000-07:00

Reflecting on my Creative Escape experience. Wow. How do I even begin to put it into words? Incredible. Uplifting. Inspiring. Energizing. Humbling....the list goes on and on. First off...this year had HUGE shoes to fill. My experience last year was so unbelievably amazing, that I honestly did not know how this year was going to be. Honestly though, the first 5 seconds of my experience blew last year out of the water...and last year was beyond incredible. So can you just imagine how I must have felt??? It literally brings tears to my eyes in how powerful of an experience we can have in this life. And honestly...it's not even about the scrapbooking. It's about the connections...the coming together, the power of friendships, insight, creativity and vision. The love of celebrating life and moments and random everyday miracles that we SEE and TREASURE everyday. That is what we do as scrapbookers and it is just so cool to be with so many other people who not only live their dreams, but love something just as much as you do...and ultimately GET IT. Reflecting on this whole experience, and being so lucky to have experienced it more than once leaves me in such a blessed state. I feel so so so lucky about many things in my life...and attending creative escape and witnessing just how elaborate and detailed and special of an event it is, takes my breath away and leaves me floating on cloud nine. It has been a week since the event...and today still...I am floating!!! :) This year I had my mom come with me and enjoy the resort while I was at CE. We had such a fun "girls time" together...even though once CE started I barely saw her for the 3 days it was going on! Seriously...up at 5:30 am and in bed at 1:00 am. Truly so intense but the energy I had over these days was amazing. One thing I definitely realized is how easy things are when you are LOVING what you are doing! During our down times though we enjoyed the restaurants, the scenery, the beautiful resort, the HOT weather, the neighboring hotel...truly just awesome! It was nice too to just have some time with my mom to myself. Life can be so busy that it is just a nice change to have nothing but time to hang out, be and enjoy life without any of the other daily distractions. This photo above documents and signifies all of the amazing details that go into expressing what this event is all about. The signature colors, the lollies, the balloons, the ribbons, the designer mirrors, the FOOD, just so simply incredible. Friday night we were spoiled with gift bags in our rooms full of creative escape goodies, just waiting for us by our pillows...how cute is that?? Perfectly hand tied with ribbon awaited gifts of bazzill cardstock, glimmer mist, brownies, a beautiful charm bracelet in the signature CE colors, magazines...SO MUCH FUN! Truly perfect...down to the very last detail for sure. Now...on to the TEACHERS. Honestly I am at a loss for words to describe how unbelievably amazing and beautiful these ladies are. Truly SO talented, gifted and brilliant in their visions and love for scrapbooking and documenting life. One thing that definitely surpassed last year was all of the different techniques that I had learned this year. The projects were all so intense, that I actually never really finished any of them yet (will post pics of the projects when I do). I had so much fun learning about paints, textures, fabrics, digital brushes, creating jewelery...I have never learned so many amazing techniques in two days in my life! The whole atmosphere of CE 2010 was very artsy and had expanded even more what I knew the scrapbooking world to be. All I can say is "uh-oh"..... The teachers shared so many of their amazing gifts and I am so lucky to have been able to get to know so many of them while I was there and actually be able to have some really awesome conversations and just hang out! Heidi was incredible as always...and I even got to hug her goodbye and personally thank her on Sunday morning which was such a special treat! One of my favorite moments for sure! Teresa Collins was so cool...her project was loads of fun and I really enjoyed her personal touch and message at the end of her class when she shared a family photo slideshow...and yes, she made me cry. Trisha Ladouceur had an incredible class and project full of glimmer misting, fun fabrics and awesome details. Still have to finish that one, but it was definitely a highlight to be taught by a local Canadian girl (from Edmonton) and we even shared the same flight home!! Too fun! Margie Romney Aslett was SO FUN!!! Her spirit is like non other and thanks to her I am officially addicted to creating and making my own jewelry. Her project was so awesome and beautiful and I cannot wait to finish it. I learned so much from her and I just loved her to pieces!! Now Miss Jessica Sprague. To be honest, I was not sure what her class was going to be like. She is a digital genious and sometimes quite frankly I can be a little unsure as to the digital world. HOWEVER...she was SO INSPIRING, SO BEAUTIFUL, her whole message in her class gave me chills...and yes, I cried again. I LOVED her project, the idea behind it and will now emulate it over and over. I just so love this girl!!! She taught me so many things and it was such an extra special treat to sit in her extra class Friday night and learn even more digi goodness! Claudine Hellmuth will forever be remembered as the spunky girl who introduced me to paints and their power! Her canvas class was full of fun paints, techniques and NEW ways to use sticky back canvas paper...SO awesome!! Loved it! Pam Black's class was a beautiful little desk album. I loved her trunk show table too. Such a fun lady. LOVE her creative outlook! Last but not least was my favorite...Maggie Holmes! Not only is she an amazing scrapbooker...but a FABULOUS photographer who has always inspired me. Her class was a mini album, but she spent the majority of her time sharing her favorite photos with us as well as some fabulous photography ideas and tips!! I just LOVED her and literally hung on her every word. She is so beautiful inside and out and I really felt like we connected and share a lot of the same ideas and insights when it comes to photography! It was so cool to meet someone who inspires me endlessly! And meeting Miss Rhonna Farrer! She is one little spark of energy through and through! The cutest gal ever! She was hilarious and so energizing. I loved her so much. We had such a nice chat and thank you for teaching me many house of three tidbits and extra insights!! You are such a gifted designer! To all these women...thank you for sharing your gifts! xo To the beautiful and amazing girls that I met this year at CE. Your friendships I will treasure forever. We had such an incredible time together and we are forever bonded by the time that we shared together this year. I feel so lucky to have met all of you and will never forget all of the shared laughs and tears we had together. You are all so beautiful and never ever stop letting your creative lights shine! Before we left Arizona mom and I had the lucky chance to spend a few hours Sunday shopping around before catching our flight home. It was the perfect day to end such an amazing experience! We enjoyed Target, Barnes and Noble, Pier One, a tasty mexican restaurant...it was truly a fabulous day! Reflecting on my experience this year at creative escape simply makes me feel happy and blessed. Happy to love life, photography, people and color. Happy to be able to recognize all of the little miracles and fleeting moments that pass us by daily. Happy that I LIVE to celebrate them. How many days left until next year CE??? The countdown is ON!

Counting Down...

2010-08-08T19:15:00.000-07:00

To the most amazing event ever...Creative Escape. I had the incredible opportunity to attend this event for the first time last year, and it truly was one of those "once in a lifetime" moments. Nothing can describe the feelings I experienced both both before, during AND after it was all said and done. I actually never really thought I would ever have the opportunity to attend this event again...however this year it all worked out and in just about two weeks I will be flying to the hot deserts of Arizona to participate in some of the most amazing classes with the industry's creme de la creme! I am so excited in so many ways, and I think just knowing how incredible this event is...and how much detail and prep goes in to making it one of those experiences where you truly walk away from it feeling like you can conquer the world......I cannot even contain my excitement right now. I think one of the things that excites me too is just thinking how much I have grown since last year as an individual, and CE had alot to do with that. I remember feeling so much more aware and in tune to my heart, my passions, and what I LOVE. Going to CE only reaffirmed what I sort of already knew and kept hidden within...but now, I am sort of in this place where I am really wanting to move forward with dreams that I have...and that have alot to do with what I love. It is truly exciting! I am so ready for the energy, the laughter, the shared passions, the joy, the excitement and the tears...it's gonna be simply amazing!

An Afternoon Tea Party

2010-07-25T17:05:00.000-07:00

Another incredible weekend has come and gone. This time, it was to celebrate one of my best friends as she will be getting married to the man of her dreams in early September. It was the perfect afternoon as family and friends gathered to celebrate her! Considering for the past 8 years or so she has made Europe her home, with most of her time spent in England, we found it most fitting to celebrate this time with an afternoon "Mad Hatter's" tea party! Everyone who attended was to bring and wear a sun hat in honor of her, the tea party, and the celebration! The details were awesome, from mismatched china tea sets,to tea pots, scones with jam and all the trimmings...it truly was an authentic garden Mad Hatter's tea party. Shyla, I hope it was everything and more you had imagined for your bridal shower! Of course, knowing us girlies, an afternoon tea party ends up being an all night dance till your feet bleed kind of night...which was exactly how our night ended up unfolding in the end. A bride-to-be always has to have that one last "night on the town" with her girls, and we definitely had that! So much fun, so many laughs, there truly is nothing like times spent like these. I love my girls so much! Cannot wait to celebrate with you all again in September! xoxo

Opportunities

2010-07-18T20:24:00.000-07:00

There is nothing like having "one of those days". And today was "one of those days..." but all in a GOOD and PERFECT way. I think one of the things that makes photography so special for me is that I kind of get to be that little "fly on the wall" that allows me to spend quality time with amazing people who let me in to their world and their story. I think it is even more special when those people are family already and they choose me to record their treasured moments. A special thank you to my beautiful cousin and her husband who are expecting their first child in early September. I could not have thought of a better way to spend my Sunday than with you guys, catching up and recording moments. I hope you love them, there are many many more! Love you guys!

Angel on Earth

2010-07-15T20:14:00.000-07:00

It is amazing how time passes by so quickly, and in an instance life can change forever. It seems like only yesterday when I was taking this beautiful couples maternity photos, and now, that little miracle that they were anxiously anticipating the arrival of is here on earth, safe and sound. Here are a few moments I was able to capture of the beautiful new family. I hope you love them as I do. She is incredibly beautiful. A huge congratulations to you both!

Where Will I Be in 10 Years???

2010-07-04T19:50:00.000-07:00

Wow...it has been awhile since I have posted really anything other than photography. So much has been going on lately between work, life, family, photos etc. that I kind of lost track of time somewhere along the line. Speaking of busy and having things going on...my 10 year high school reunion was this past weekend. Seriously??? Where will I be in 10 years...that simple thought, that I really remember wondering about on the day of our high school grad, and that we had often joked about together...hard to believe that 10 years is NOW! Long ago were the days of no responsibility, endless time with friends, no bills, only homework and social lives to look after...wow. How far away have those days gone. This past weekend was our high school reunion for the class of 2000. It was such a great time. The weekend pretty much started on July 1st, Canada day. My best friends little guy turned one years old, so we celebrated his birthday with the perfect party on the most awesome day. The weather was gorgeous and it was such a nice day to relax and catch up with everyone. It was such a great birthday party! So much fun. On Friday Matt and I had a BBQ so we were able to catch up even more with one another. So many laughs...that is pretty much how I could sum up the night. Laugh laugh laugh. It felt so good to just be back together with friends who are so real, honest and always there no matter what. It is so awesome to know that no matter what the distance, or how long ago it was since we had last talked, we can always just catch up like it was yesterday. Which maybe why it is so surreal that 10 years has passed since our graduation from high school. We have all accomplished so much since those days and I am so proud of everyone. Whether it be career achievements, family achievements, or personal achievements, we have all grown in so many ways. It has not always been easy and we have definitley had our share of difficult moments, but for the most part I think we are all doing awesome for ourselves. I also have to say that I have always felt so blessed to know and share friendships with such awesome girls. They truly are such amazing women and NO MATTER WHAT...we all just get each other and love each other unconditionally. We have the best times together, so many laughs and such a rich history with one another that our friendships are truly irreplaceable. I love you girls! To be honest, I am still trying to wrap my head around that we had just celebrated our 10 year, but am very excited at the same time. The past 10 years have been such a time of change, growth and anticipation as we all begin this next phase of our "grown-up" lives...here is to the next 10! It is scary to think that that time will be here before we know it too...hmmm....where will we all be then???

Tapping Moments...

2010-06-22T20:23:00.000-07:00

So lately I have been inspired by the thought of "tapping moments". I was inspired by this whole notion of having those moments in life that work to completely reaffirm that one is exactly where they need to be in their life, doing what they are meant to do. That is what photography has become for me, when I am able to photograph, that is when I seem to have and experience this whole notion of tapping moments. A moment that completely works to guide me in the right direction, where I finally feel whole and complete and confident and happy. Where I am free to express how I see the world and I am able to document how others inspire me. That was what this photo session was for me. A truly BEAUTIFUL family, both inside and out. How lucky I felt to be there able to just enjoy the moments and capture the connections of these incredible individuals. It was such a wonderful evening full of moments that left me so energized and excited and without any sort of doubt. Thank you to the P family for providing me with such a wonderful tapping moment. It was exactly what I was needing, at the perfect time. Enjoy this sneek peek of some of my favorites, there are many more to come!

Sparkle & Shine

2010-06-12T19:21:00.000-07:00

Today was the high school graduation Class of 2010. I had the very fun job of photographing one of the most beautiful girls I know, and one of my dearest friends. Even though she has just graduated, she is well beyond her years and someone that I have been so lucky to have connected with. Today was her big day and she looked like a gorgeous princess. Graduation is such a special time, so much lies ahead it truly is so exciting. I know that the future is yours...K you will do amazing things with your life. Congratulations on all that you have achieved and I am so very proud of you! I hope you love these photos as much as I do. You look absolutely beautiful.

I Had These Moments Today

2010-06-06T21:03:00.000-07:00

I had these moments today of true bliss. Maybe it was the blue sky this morning, or the sounds of the birds singing. Or it could have been the light breeze that seemed to graze itself on my cheeks. It was just moments of pure gratitude, and feeling so alive, and my senses so heightened to all of these little wonders that just are...and are so meaningful to me. It was truly in these moments that I was so thankful, not just for their existence but for my open mind that allows me to see, feel and experience these everyday happenings as something more than just what they are. It was such an awesome day and it gave me the greatest emotional and spiritual energy...some that I was needing quite badly, and it seems that at the perfect moment it was delivered. Here is to an awesome and productive week ahead! It's gonna be a good one!

Lucky 4

2010-06-04T19:30:00.000-07:00

3 + 1 now equals a beautiful family of 4. It was such a special treat taking these family photos, especially since I have been lucky enough myself to be along for the journey of this little guy. He is the perfect addition to this beautiful family and even though it was an eventful night, I am very happy with the moments I was able to capture.

Mother & Daughters

2010-05-31T22:11:00.000-07:00

I honestly pinch myself sometimes at how lucky and truly blessed I am to be able to know so many wonderful people in this world. Life truly is a miracle in every way, shape and form. Photography for me has truly strengthened that belief for me even more...as I am able to spend such treasured time recording and documenting moments and relationships with these amazing people. That was what this photo session was for me. Such a special and treasured time in so many ways...almost breathtaking actually. It was like taking a step back in time to a moment where I used to babysit these girls when they were just starting out...and now...they are beautiful young women who are now ready to take on the world. Wow, how incredible. How truly lucky am I to be able to capture them now as such beautiful women with incredible spirits and such driven hearts and minds. And to Mom T. What can I say? I have known you since I was a little girl and you have raised such amazing women...truly a reflection of your heart and soul as they stand before you now. And as always, you look absolutely incredible in these photos. Thank you to all of you for giving me such a wonderful evening of reconnection and creativity. My spirit and soul thank you. I hope you love the photos...there are many many more!

Sweet Smiles

2010-05-24T15:44:00.000-07:00

Truly a great day it was to be able to photograph one of my best friends, her mom, and her beautiful baby girl. We had such a fun time spending the afternoon together...and through the many "wardrobe" changes were able to capture this little ones true little 6 month old glittering spirit. I honestly have way too many favorites, but these photos definitly top the list of melt-your-heart moments. She is truly a doll and has grown up so quickly. It just seems like yesterday when I took her newborn shots...and now...wow time surely does fly. I hope you love the photos and I was able to capture her little spirit for you to forever remember. I love you J!

New Beginnings

2010-05-08T17:40:00.000-07:00

Today I was so lucky and fortunate to have been chosen to document the end of one chapter. A new beautiful baby girl is soon to be welcomed into this world and I was asked to capture some maternity moments for this beautiful couple as they are entering a new chapter of their life...a new beginning. Everything went so smoothly, it was truly a wonderful day. There were so many great captures, and I hope that this couple loves my interpretation of their story. Thank you again for allowing me to document these moments for you. I hope you love them as much as I do. At this point, it's hard to pick a favorite as they all tell such a beautiful story. Enjoy these last weeks as you anxiously anticipate the arrival of your beautiful little angel. You will both be amazing parents! xoxo

Chances Are...

2010-05-07T21:27:00.000-07:00

Chances are, some days, life and time go by so quickly that I never get a chance to tell you how much I appreciate and love you. Chances are, most days, the ways you take care and love me, our home, our life, and our little family may seem to you to go unnoticed, but truly know that I see every little thing that you do for us and I cherish it unconditionally. Chances are, tomorrow will be another awesome day where through your actions and words you will make me feel like the most important person in the world...yet again. So grateful to know and be married to the most wonderful guy in the world! Chances are I have already told you this today, but I would just like to say it once again.

Inspire

2010-05-04T21:51:00.000-07:00

Lately I have been inspired by so many things. I just love it. Frankly, being inspired is truly what keeps me going...keeps me energized. I was looking through some of my photo files on my computer and I came across this one. I love how one minute, a photo will just be a picture to you...and then another moment it will stand out to you so strongly that you can just feel the image and hear the story behind it. That is what this photo has become to me. I always had loved it, but I never really NOTICED it until just a few days ago...and how it totally inspires me. It inspires me for so many reasons...but mostly I think what inspires me most is that it represents to me the unbreakable bonds I share with so many amazing women in my life. Each one so different, with their own stories and journeys to experience...yet we are all the same. We are all connected and supporting each other in our journey's ahead. That to me....is truly inspiring. I am so lucky and I love each of these girls to pieces. They are all incredible. Other random things that are inspiring me lately have been the birds I hear singing at 5am. The smell of my shampoo in the morning, the fact that I do not have to wear socks with my shoes either these days...oh bless you spring! :) Music of course, photography blogs, vanilla body lotion, watermelon, my running shoes, magazines, journaling, my clean kitchen and right now...the way my house sounds at night. So peaceful, relaxing and oh so comforting. It truly is HOME. And I LOVE my home. I love how the most random things can be so inspiring. I love to feel energized, especially at times when a person can just feel so tired...and I am sure we all know how that feels. In a world that is in the midst of hardship and chaos right now, with all of the storms and bad weather and loss that is going on. I just feel so aware and blessed of all the things that are soooo good. So unfortunately underestimated and taken for granted at times, but oh so good.

Playing Catch-Up

2010-04-25T20:27:00.000-07:00

Life...these days. Whew! It has been awhile since my last post, and to be honest, where time has gone I have no idea. It has been a busy, busy month of April. Between work, life, and the month of BIRTHDAYS it has been quite eventful. I cannot believe that this is the last week of April and that May is just around the corner. It is exciting, as I truly cannot wait for Summer to arrive. There is just something so magical about summer time. Everything just feels so GOOD. Looking back at this last week, all I can do is simply breathe a sigh of relief. So many things that were weighing on my mind are now over, and yes, I survived. Sometimes my nerves and anxiety level can get the best of me sometimes and can spiral the "self-doubt" out of control. I noticed how much mental energy can exhaust a person. I had had something weighing on my mind for months, and when it was all said and done I felt so much relief. Not sure if that is a good thing, or a bad thing, but I truly need to get my grips about me because I cannot afford to feel that way on an everyday basis...no way! In other news, the weather has been crazy too. This past week was incredible. Blue sky, sunshine, warm temperatures, sandals, capris...oooh how it felt so good.....THEN Friday and Saturday happened and my yard was transformed into a winter wonderland one more time. So crazy...but it has actually melted pretty quickly as there are just a few spots of snow left on my lawn. Really though, I think we are DONE with you winter. This weekend was spent visiting with family and enjoying some down time. Unfortunately this did not equate to getting some much needed housework done, but oh well I guess...also anxiously awaiting my hubby to get back from sledding in the mountains. He has been gone since Thursday and I am really missing having him around. I even think our dog is missing him too...she has been quite the little baby these days! It has also been a few weeks of birthday celebrations, and yes one of them was mine. This birthday was different...that whole feeling of getting 'older' and the responsibilities and choices that follow somehow take the FUN out of the whole day. These days, the age thing is something that is really weighing on my mind. But, it is a true blessing in every sense of the word. Happy and healthy at 28. Pretty lucky and truly blessed in every way. Ok, I think that is enough rambling for one night. Here is to a great week ahead!

Treasured Observations

2010-04-18T17:48:00.000-07:00

What an awesome weekend it was! Between the weather, and a family BBQ, it truly turned out to be such a great time. Even now as I write this I am sitting out on my deck just enjoying it all...and NOT having to wear a coat. Life is awesome! Between all of the busy-ness, I was able to capture a few observations on Saturday. Just a few moments of what makes life great and what makes me feel so thankful on so many levels. Just celebrating some simple stuff, some treasured observations of yesterday. That's all.

I Love My Camera

2010-04-12T17:44:00.000-07:00

I love my camera for many reasons. I love it for allowing me to capture life and moments, be it big or small ones, that I come across in my life. I love it for enabling me to celebrate and record those that I love. I love it for documenting connections. I love my camera because it will never allow me to forget moments that can be so fleeting that they disappear as fast as they happen. I love my camera for these times, these simple moments that are reflective of our little family today.

Life In A Snow Globe

2010-04-10T12:21:00.002-07:00

So, this is what life in a giant snow globe must be and feel like. Since Thursday evening, winter has seemed to return with a vengeance over most of Alberta and right now it still shows no signs of stopping. How was it this week that FINALLY every trace of snow we had was gone and I was adoring the feel of my soft grass beneath my feet? The sound of our creek was running and sigh....spring was surely here? I guess mother nature had other plans, and although the extra moisture I am sure is good...this snow and cold is NOT. It seriously feels like we have gone back 3 months in time. However, I should not feel surprised, does this not happen at least once every year??? In any case, whenever life decides to throw you lemons the best thing is to make lemonade! So I decided to dress up, brave the winds and head out into the yard to get a few photos of what life is like for us right now, the feeling of living in a swirling snowglobe...definitly makes for some pretty pictures anyway. I also think that my dog is LOVING this weather too...so I guess it's OK (but it better melt FAST!!!) haha.

Memories from Mexico

2010-04-07T18:52:00.000-07:00

I had my photos collected, sitting, just waiting to be scrapbooked. The only problem I was having was deciding just HOW to do it. So many choices, options, ideas...it was really becoming overwhelming and time was slipping by. I was finding that the time I could have been creating was spent "overthinking" everything and not getting anything done! Luckily, when I was in Red Deer a few weeks back I had found the most awesome chipboard book covers that I knew, right then and there, would capture EVERYTHING I was wanting to represent about our amazing trip to the Hotelito in Mexico. I wanted a project that not only told our story, but evoked the mood and emotion we felt as guests during our stay at the Hotelito. It truly was one of the most amazing moments of our lives, and was especially memorable in that just days before we were married. It truly was a dream come true and I do not think there was any other place on Earth I would have rather been at that very moment. It was so beautiful, and the story of our stay, I felt deserved to be told in the "perfect" way. This album, for me, is able to represent and hold our memories in that way. I loved working on this project. I loved piecing it together, reflecting back on the photos, documenting the experience. It truly did take me back to everything I felt back at those moments. No words can describe the amount of GRATITUDE that fills my very soul when I look back at these photos. I cannot believe I was able to spend time and experience such a beautiful part of the world in such a unique way. It was truly paradise. In my heart, this place will always remain. Sharing it with the most important person in the world, I do not think I could be more lucky, or eternally grateful.

Munchkin Love

2010-04-05T13:17:00.001-07:00

Just posting a few photos I was able to get yesterday as we celebrated Easter with my family. These adorable little kiddo's melt my heart everytime I am around them, and yesterday was no exception. They truly bring so much joy into everyone's lives. I just cannot get enough of them, I have to share their smiling faces and contagious spirits!

Out My Back Door...

2010-03-31T18:37:00.000-07:00

Seriously, how blessed am I? Not only is Spring approaching quicker and quicker it seems these days...(thank goodness!) THIS is what I have running through my yard at this very moment. A beautiful stream of MELTED snow...spring runoff and it is beautiful. So so beautiful and a sign of happy things to come. Sunshine, warm air, longer days, leaves and flowers blooming! Anyone else feeling the spring fever? Let's just hope it decides to stick around permanently! April...we really do not need any winter surprises this year! ;)

Memories are Priceless

2010-03-27T20:54:00.000-07:00

I guess that is why I am truly obsessed and LOVE photography and scrapbooking. The ability to relive some of the moments that happen to us in our lives that truly affect us in deeper ways than we could have ever come to realize at the actual moment they were happening. Being more "present" in my life events is something I continuously strive for, and lately I must admit it seems that way of thinking has somehow exited my mindset as I just feel like I am trying to keep up to the everyday madness and hecticness of life and all it's demands. Can anyone else out there relate? Sometimes we all just need to STOP and take a BREATHE. I feel like I have come down with a sinus cold and infection and I am beginning to think that maybe that is my body's way of telling me to calm down... But back to the photography and scrapbooking obsession...I was going through some of my photos the other day (yes...I was supposed to be cleaning) and I came across photos of our trip to Jasper last May. Matt took me to this beautiful cabin for my birthday and we had such an amazing time. My favorite part was simply the sunshine, warm weather, and being surrounded by such beautiful landscapes that truly take your breath away. I LOVED it. When I look at these photos I LOVE the feeling I get and the place in my heart that I go back to. True heaven and a solid reminder of all that is good in this world. How much fun we had...the conversation, the laughs, the food, the comforting silent moments...I truly loved it all and will forever appreciate every second of it when I look back at this page and remember. What a great gift. I truly love this memory. Realize it’s possible, instead of telling yourself why you can’t. Become aware of your self-talk. Squash negative thoughts like a bug. Replace them with positive thoughts. Love what you have already. Be grateful for your life, your gifts, and other people. Every day. Focus on what you have, not on what you haven’t. Don’t compare yourself to others. But be inspired by them. Accept criticism with grace. But ignore the naysayers. See bad things as a blessing in disguise. See failure as a stepping stone to success. Surround yourself by those who are positive. Complain less, smile more. Imagine that you’re already positive. Then become that person in your next act. -Leo Baubata

She Is Just Beginning...

2010-03-21T14:02:00.000-07:00

Welcome to the world Baby T. You are just starting out, you lucky little girl! Even though you were not a fan of having your photo taken, thank you for being such a sweet little angel and allowing me to capture some moments for your new mommy and daddy! Thank you P & C again, for spending some time with me as I loved capturing some moments for you to cherish as you both begin on your new journey as parents to this beautiful baby girl of yours! She is truly an angel!

The Power of Thoughts, Attitude & Self Belief

2010-03-08T20:17:00.000-08:00

Every now and then, whatever the life circumstance may be...I find myself thinking, questioning, doubting etc. etc. I hate to be in that place, but sometimes that is just where I find myself. I know better, but it just happens sometimes. Let's face it...life can be EXHAUSTING at times. Whether it can take it's toll on you physically, emotionally, mentally...or finds a piece of each to tackle, sometimes it's easier to turn against it rather than embrace IT...being the good AND the bad. HOWEVER...even though life in all it's forms can be so overwhelming at times, I truly believe it is in the power of us all and in the power of our thoughts, attitudes and self belief that we have the power within us to persevere, move forward and face all challenge with our head held high. It's really all we can do. Even if we are still defeated in the end, we made the attempt and effort...and that truly counts for it all. Sometimes there are other plans in store for us and for our fate, but ultimately whatever reality we are given, our thoughts and attitudes can make it OR break it. I believe in MAKING it. And YES, coming to that choice is not always easy. But all we have are our attitudes. I created this layout based on that. Believing in the importance of a positive and strong attitude, thinking intentional good thoughts and believing in yourself. Kind of a few things I have been doubting and struggling with so I created this as a reminder to keep the focus and to always try and stay strong no matter what. It was fun to just relax, create, and document something that I truly want to live by. Just another reason why scrapbooking to me has changed my life.

Be Still My Heart...

2010-03-06T18:15:00.000-08:00

Do you ever have moments, where you just NEED a reminder of all that is happy and good and why the little negative things in our world just DO NOT MATTER? Well, today I had that reminder when I stopped in to see the most precious kids in the world. One of my bestfriends just welcomed her second child into the world...and she is truly the most beautiful little thing ever...with the CUTEST and BEST big brother around. He is such a proud and helpful little guy with a heart of gold. His little smile today, and emerging independence truly melted my heart. He is growing up to be such a big boy and loves his new little sister to pieces. Congratulations Coutney family on the arrival of your little angel. Your family is truly complete and Matt and I are so happy and blessed to have such amazing friends in our lives. We love you and I hope that you are all able to treasure these moments I was able to capture for you. xoxo

What Is Your EVEREST?

2010-03-04T20:02:00.001-08:00

Wow...March already? It is so hard to believe that we are already quickly approaching springtime and Easter...and YES...SUMMER! It was such a beautiful day today, that I just had to stop for a second and take a deep breath in of the beautiful air and I loved how the sunshine felt on my cheek. It was great. I just felt HAPPY! Life has been ultra busy, but it's all good right? I keep telling myself it's good to be busy, even though at times it seems like things that really matter to me seem to continuously get pushed to the sidelines. But, I am sure everyone can relate, and that is just the way it goes. Baby steps to accomplishing tasks...have to remember that! The last weeks in February since I was last able to blog have been FULL. I just got back from a work conference in Calgary that was just SO AMAZING and SO INSPIRING. It has been a very interesting past few months learning the new ropes of my job. But having the opportunity to attend the conference in Calgary completely reaffirmed for me that I am EXACTLY where I need to be...and that this new journey of mine is definitly my Everest to climb! Why the reference to Mount Everest?? Well, on the last day of our conference we all had the opportunity to listen to the most amazing speaker ever, TA Loffler. Her journey has and continues to be incredible, and her presentation...AMAZING. Her story begins with a dream. And that dream was to summit Mount Everest. For the remainder of the afternoon, we all were amazed, inspired, encouraged and motivated by her story of strength, sacrifice, determination, will, courage etc. TA went BEYOND to live her dream and make it happen! I think that is what inspired me the most, was how she MADE IT HAPPEN. We all get caught up in our lives about things we wish to do one day, or maybe we will, or whatever. I just loved how she set her mind to her goal and virtually achieved it. Even though, her story did not end picture perfect (as she fell very ill and could not continue the climb to the top) she is heading back this March and is set to summit May 2010. And maybe, such is life? Life is not perfect, and just because we may work ourselves to the bone figuring that because we are doing what we are doing that we are "OWED" to succeed...sometimes that just does not happen the way we want it to. In the end, keep moving forward, don't become distracted and discouraged...just keep moving ON! I loved how TA was able to relate alot of her experiences, struggles, and visionary moments with us and how we can too, climb our Everest...whatever that may be. It may be something in our personal lives, professional lives, a dream, a health struggle etc. Whatever it is, we have the ability in us to climb our own mountains and be at the top of our world. :) I will never forget her story, drive and passion. She inspired me and will continue to as I will forever hold onto her words and story when life seems to send me a speed bump every now and then. I just had to ramble and share and spread the energy and still today I feel pumping through my body! I just LOVE to feel empowered by others and she definitly made me think about life, struggle, and achieving goals in a whole new light. For that, and for a fabulous day today...I am TRULY thankful! xo

A Bit More LOVE...

2010-02-21T19:27:00.000-08:00

Here is a peek of a little mini album I did for Valentine's day. I had never gotten around to scrapbooking some favorite photos of mine that Matt and I had taken on our first wedding anniversary. So the other night, as I was randomly going through some of my scrapbooking supplies, I came across some Heidi Swapp file folders that I have been hanging on to FOREVER! I decided that they would make the cutest mini album so I set to work. I absolutely love how it turned out...and the best part was how I used some of my old stash! Sometimes you can find the best stuff in there! lol!

L.O.V.E.

2010-02-13T15:02:00.001-08:00

your love means everything to me... having a happy marriage doesn't mean life is perfect-at least not all the time. to me, it means we've laughed more than we've cried, celebrated more than we've worried and loved each other through everything. it means there is a trust between us that's been built with time and commitment and more than a little sacrifice. most of all, it means we have a lot of things to be proud of...and still more to look forward to. so on valentine's day, especially, i want you to know how much your love means to me...because i know that giving you my heart was one of the best things I ever did. ~Linda Barnes~ Happy Valentine's Day Babe. p.s. and thank you for my new "pink" mini computer! xoxo

Princess For A Day

2010-02-07T17:28:00.001-08:00

Princess for a day...every little girl's dream. Whether it be a graduation, wedding, or special occasion, what girl does not like to get dressed up in a beautiful ball gown and just BE beautiful for the day? I had such a fun and amazing job taking photographs of this DROP DEAD GORGEOUS girl who made my job today sooooo easy. She is totally a natural, so comfortable in front of the camera...basically any photographers dream, really. These photos take my breath away, and there are SO many more it was so hard to just pick a few to share. Thank you so much for asking me to be a part of capturing some very special moments for you. I hope these were the kind of photos you had envisioned. Truly, you are such a beautiful girl...and even though you may be at a time of uncertainty in your life ( as I found myself too when I was your age and had just graduated high school) stay strong, believe, work hard and stay focused. You will reach your destination, where you need to be in your life...but it may just take a bit of hard work and speed bumps in order to get there. You will find it. Trust me. Thank you again, beautiful girl, I hope these photos are everything and more for you. Thank you for such a fun day...and for being SO STRONG in today's weather. It was not exactly warm, but you fought through! :)

Sweet Anticipation

2010-02-07T15:46:00.000-08:00

In just a few short weeks, baby number 2 will be making it's arrival! I have been so lucky to be able to document and capture this family's journey as it was just like yesterday I was capturing their first ever maternity photos with their first born just a few short years back. Now, as they anxiously await the arrival of baby number 2 I am back again, capturing some of the precious days left, as a family of three is soon to become an even number of 4! I had such a fun time photographing you all today and I hope that you love how the photos turned out. You all look wonderful in these photos, I truly cannot pick a favorite at this point! I will be thinking of you all during the next few weeks and look forward to hearing from you when your little bundle decides it is time to make it's grand appearance! How exciting. Treasure this time, and enjoy the ride. I myself will anxiously anticipate and look forward to photographing your new baby in the next little while! Hope you adore the photos! Love you guys!

The Love Month

2010-02-04T19:57:00.001-08:00

I felt inspired. Surprisingly, looking at the mass of "mess" on my scrapbook table, I felt inspired. So I grabbed a few papers, a photo, some scissiors, bling and glossy accents and set to work. (I have to admit, I love what has evolved.) And yes....those flowers are handmade by ME! So simple and easy...yet I just love the vintage feel they add to the page. Of course, nothing beats teal and black together as a fabulous combo either! Thanks Teresa Collins....you rocked this line, loved the entire collection. I had bought this back in the summer when I was in Arizona for Creative Escape, so it is also very sentimental to me. What an incredible once in a lifetime experience THAT was! I think about it often actually and I just go back to enjoying all of those feelings...I just felt so happy, content, blessed and ENERGIZED! I love fabulous energy. It truly feels so good to scrapbook. After a very hairy week, and a day where I felt all hope was lost...I am starting to feel better, more encouraged and seeing the sunny side of things again. I always believe that we have tough times for a reason and maybe we all need to be reminded every now and then. In any case, I was reminded big time this week so I don't think I will be needing any more reminding anytime soon! :) So, in honor of February, {the month of love}, here is a page dedicated to my best friend, my husband whose heart and love is so huge. Thanks for everything babe, but most of all thank you for always being the most amazing best friend in the world. xoxo

Soul

2010-01-31T20:17:00.000-08:00

So, I had stumbled across the neatest website last month. It is called Weekly Gratitude. For the month of February the theme is 'soul'. It got me thinking. What I need for my soul. I need love, friendship, laughter, photographs & photography, magazines, feel good books, MUSIC, candles, anything vanilla, comfy slippers... How do I take time to replenish my soul? Quiet time, journaling, hot bubble baths, a deep conversation, scrapbooking, visiting my favorite blogs, taking a drive, going for a walk, reiki, breathing... How do you replenish and restore your soul?

Maternity Moments

2010-01-23T18:32:00.000-08:00

Today I had the lucky job of photographing a very special couple, who will be welcoming their first little bundle into the world very soon. I am so excited for them, I just know they are going to make the most wonderful parents! After taking these photos, now I am even more excited to meet your beautiful baby. Thank you for allowing me to be a part of such a special time in your lives and choosing me to document these very precious memories for you. I hope you love them as much as I do. You both look amazing (and made me job VERY easy)!

Little Bits of Beauty

2010-01-19T19:43:00.001-08:00

Took a few moments today during my lunch break to capture some "little bits of beauty" that totally captivated me today. The combination of fog, snow and winter magic makes for the most picturesque January winter wonderland. It truly was a beautiful drive today. Grateful for these little moments of peace and serenity, of calm and goodness. It felt good to take the five minutes I did to document this moment today. Maybe I need to start doing more of it too. Thank you Creator for a beautiful day of winter.

I {heart} this boy!

2010-01-10T20:51:00.000-08:00

Just a few snapshots of a little boy who has completely stolen my heart. He is just the sweetest, most innocent little guy that truly made me melt today. Thanks for the great visit girls! It was such an awesome way to spend a Sunday afternoon!

Mother + Daughter = Magic

2010-01-09T15:03:00.000-08:00

My morning had the most wonderful beginning. I was asked by a very special girl to take some photos of her with her mom. They are both very special people to me, who I do not see or talk to often, but are always kept close in my heart. I feel so lucky to have been able to spend some time with them today capturing some moments together that I hope they love and treasure forever. Thank you to you both for letting me be a part of capturing these special moments for you. I hope you love them as much as I do. You are both such beautiful women, inside and out! xox

Just A Random Moment

2010-01-07T20:31:00.001-08:00

Just a quick random moment captured the other night. Thought it was cute, and just wanted to share. The littlest things in life are really making me the most happy these days. Kinda like it that way. Taking time to appreciate the little things. The "little wonders" of life. That's all. xo

Taking A Quick Look Back

2010-01-02T16:36:00.000-08:00

This was my story for 2009. So excited to see what is next for 2010!

Celebrate the True Meaning

2009-12-20T20:56:00.000-08:00

This year, I have thought a lot about Christmas and what it means to me. Amidst all of the distraction it sadly appears that somewhere along the way, the real meaning can become very vague and lost among the constant pressure, materialization and stressors that seem to always find their way into everyones path this time of year. This year, I have realized a lot about the fragility of time, of life, of everything. Truly, Christmas is a very special time. However, Christmas should not be the only time of year reserved for reaching out to others, making others feel appreciated, loved and celebrated. This should be part of everyday, because it is never known when that day will be our last. A girl whom I grew up with since kindergarten tragically passed away on Monday, December 14th, 2009. She leaves behind a husband, two very young children, as well as her parents, siblings, and many other family members. It is so extremely hard to put this sudden loss into any type of understanding, really. Tonight was her prayer service and probably one of the most difficult ones I have ever attended, for many many reasons. It just really got me thinking. So this year, Christmas is definitely a time for me to celebrate all of the love and connection that surrounds my world. Sure, it is about presents too...but not the kind you buy and wrap. Now, it is going to be about being "present", being there for others, making everyone know how much they mean to me and my life and how grateful I am to be a part of theirs. How I look forward to celebrating a new year consciously aware of these connections. Above all, take the time to tell those how much they mean to you. I can almost guarantee that is going to be one of THE greatest and most memorable gifts they will ever remember recieving. The time to BE and CELEBRATE is NOW. Not on a certain day, set aside that we will aspire to. It is NOW and HERE. Wishing everyone a very happy and memorable holiday season. xo

Celebrate Life Now

2009-12-16T21:13:00.001-08:00

Nothing has captured my heart more than this video I found a few weeks ago. It is truly something everyone needs to watch. I hope anyone who can spare the extra 3 minutes will appreciate and hear the message of this video. It is truly the time NOW, to celebrate and be grateful for this life. Not tomorrow, not in a year, not in a few months or a few weeks...but NOW. So enjoy and savor every moment and minute of life, be it good or bad. Because it is still LIFE, and it is here. And you are ALIVE. Celebrate it, don't be afraid. Be true to you. (Just a note, before clicking on the video be sure to stop the music on the sidebar. Thanks and I hope you enjoy!)

It's That Time Again...

2009-12-13T20:41:00.000-08:00

With Christmas only weeks away, the days have been busy with preparation. Amidst the freezing cold temperatures, Matt and I braved a trip to Edmonton this weekend to complete our Christmas lists and get our shopping done. It was a jam-packed day however we had such a great time and were busy from morning to night.:) Even though I am not a true fan of shopping any time of the year, I actually really enjoyed hunting around for gifts for those on our lists. It really was fun, and I hope that they all love what we have found for them all this year. I will admit, some of my finds I really wanted for myself...but I stayed in control and reminded myself, that it is truly better to give than to recieve...right??? ;) As overwhelming of a time the holiday season can be, it is always so important to stay grounded and focused on what truly matters this time of year. Maybe that is why at times I can feel so conflicted about the whole shopping and "materialism" of this time of year. I found a very beautiful verse that to me truly represents the spirit of the season and an awesome reminder of why this time of year is truly magical in every sense. What is Christmas? It is tenderness for the past, courage for the present, and hope for the future. It is a fervent wish that every cup may overlow with blessings rich and external, and that every path may lead to peace. Agness M. Pharo And now...just some cute photos I had a chance to capture this VERY cold weekend. Usually our dog is always wanting to spend her time outside, however she was a spoiled one this weekend as temperatures dipped well below -45 degrees celcius. She had a sleepover inside our house this weekend and I do not think she minded one bit. ;) And there is truly nothing better than spending a little quality time with her and her unconditional love. It is recognizing the little moments that make life happy, filling your soul with nothing but comfort and enjoying the ordinary everyday. It truly is the greatest.

My Heart is Full

2009-12-06T20:05:00.000-08:00

Right now, my heart is full. Full of excitement, gratitude, worry, a little fear, anxiousness...the list goes on. Luckily this weekend I had a bit of time to reconnect back to a place where I can just relax, enjoy, and be in the moment. Ahhh...scrapbooking. Can anyone else relate? I actually have not had a chance for some time now to just play around, as stuff was packed away, and then unpacked...and then time...to find that was another issue! However, I could definitly tell that I needed some time to just get back to doing what I love. It is amazing how awesome it can make you feel when you just take a little moment to do what you love. It really felt great. So here is what I came up with. A layout documenting a time, where Matt and I had officially jumped with both feet in, turned our next page and began the next phase of our journey. I remember this moment exactly. How I was feeling, how we were feeling together...the way our old house had started to look as bits and pieces had begun their way back into boxes. What made our home, home was now slowly being packed away. Even though it seems like ages ago, it really has only been over a month. Sometimes I look at where I was in September and where I am now in December, and it literally boggles my mind. So many things have changed. It is so overwhelming. But of course, all in a good way. I am trusting in that. I have also been thinking alot about gratitude. How important it is to be grateful and recognize all of the amazing things one is blessed with. I have always wanted a place to jot down thoughts, clippings, photos etc. and the other day I decided to make myself a little Gratitude scrapbook/journal. And thanks to House of 3, and their awesome Gratitude printables, this is what I was able to come up with. I have already started placing some of my favorite quotes, phrases, emails etc. in it along with some photos and it is really turning out to be the cutest little book. This will definitly be an ongoing project, a place where I can continually add things here and there, but I like the fact of always having a "home" for things in my life that I want to recognize, document and celebrate.

Baby Love

2009-11-28T21:41:00.000-08:00

Today I fell in love. One of my best friends gave birth to the most beautiful little girl in the world just a few days ago. And I was trusted with the task of taking the first official baby photos of her. Honestly, I could not be happier with the moments I captured, and I truly hope that both mom and dad love them as well. Their daughter is truly a blessing from above and these photos literally take my breath away. Congratulations to you both, Jodi and Chris. Welcome to the world Mya Maddison.

I Wish You Enough

2009-11-23T12:18:00.001-08:00

I Wish You Enough I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess I wish you enough. ~Bob Perks~

Perfect Timing

2009-11-22T17:20:00.000-08:00

This beautiful family and I have been in attempts for quite some time now to get together for a mini family photo shoot. All I can say after today's shoot, was talk about perfect timing. The day turned out beautiful, and I have never seen such awesome and cooperative children in all my life. They were wonderful and made my job easier than ever. I really hope this family loves the moments I was able to capture of them. I think they turned out beautiful, and the snow we got yesterday was definitly the perfect added touch!

Hananna-Bananas Hand Made Creations

2009-11-19T08:24:00.000-08:00

I just wanted to quickly give a little "shout-out" to my best friend Hannan, and her brand new blog she has created displaying all of her hand made knit creations. Please check it out! Hananna-Bananas Her stuff is beautiful and would definitly make the most perfect gift for someone on your Christmas list. There is just something extra special about something that is hand made. Best of luck to you Hannan on your new adventure. I am so happy and thrilled you are wanting to share your talents with us all.:)

I Pinch Myself...

2009-11-18T17:27:00.000-08:00

It has quickly become a new tradition, that each morning when I wake up, I pinch myself. Waking up in our new house everyday has been the greatest gift I could have ever hoped for. I never thought I could have found the perfect home. But it's true, Matt and I lucked out in more ways than we can even begin to imagine. This is now our home. And we LOVE it. We are eternally grateful and so overwhelmed by how much has changed in a little over a month. We are also so lucky that for the most part, the whole process went pretty smooth, including the move. So many of our friends and family worked so hard that day to help us out in so many ways. We are so blessed to know such amazing people that are so willing to help out. Thank you so much to everyone that was a part of our new journey and beginning. We love you. In other amazing news today, one of my best friends had her first baby last night. Congratulations Jodi and Chris and welcome to the world Mya! I cannot wait to meet you. It was only a couple of weeks ago, that this picture was taken at Jodi's baby shower. How time flies! Back to the homefront, most of everything has been unpacked and set up. Still a few rooms to tackle in the basement, along with my scrapbook room. Hopefully this weekend everything will come together. Getting this completed is definitly high a-top my priority "to-do" list. We'll see how much get's done...fingers crossed! :)

Every Once in A While

2009-11-12T09:31:00.000-08:00

Every once in a while, it seems, at just the perfect moment, and the perfect time, I come across little signs here and there that always put back that little reassurance I sometimes feel I have lost along the way. Today that sign was this quote. I could not have needed it at a better time. “Life is a series of experiences, each one of which makes us bigger, even though it is hard to realize this. For the world was built to develop character, and we must learn that the setbacks and griefs which we endure help us in our marching onward.” ~Henry Ford~

Still Here...

2009-11-09T08:01:00.000-08:00

Well it has been a HUGE whirlwind for us since the beginning of the month. Seriously, looking at my November calendar I am in awe. It is already the 9th??? Crazy, I know. We are finally settling in to our beautiful new house. I am still pinching myself about the whole entire process. Moving is definitly no easy task, but we were so blessed to have such amazing friends and family help us out along the way. We could not be more grateful for all their help and time. Our place is truly starting to begin to feel like HOME. Still in the process of having things hooked up and transferred over so soon I hope to have my internet back up and running...oh how I've missed it!:) I have so much more to post about!

Too Cute to Spook

2009-10-31T20:34:00.000-07:00

Today I had the best job. I got to snap a few pictures of my very good friends adorable children. This year it was Frankenstein and a Unicorn. They both were adorable. Truly, the cutest ever. Aahhh...to be a kid again. It is truly faces like these, that make it all so worth it.

Thanks for the Memories

2009-10-28T20:28:00.001-07:00

So here is to the final days in our first home. The boxes are almost packed and ready to go. The walls are bare where all my favorite pictures used to hang. My scrap room is almost empty and packed away. It really is hard to believe just how much has changed in such a short time. This time is really so exciting for us and we are so anxious to begin this next adventure in our lives together. It's time to turn the page. As exciting as this time is, it is also very sentimental and a little sad for us too, to be leaving a place that we have called home for some time now. All the memories that we have made we will take with us, but where they originated was in this home. I remember when Matt was first moving into this place. I was still away at University during this time. I remember all the painting we did, all day and night, listening to the radio and talking the night away. It was so exciting. Your first home. I was so happy for you. At that time, little did I know how the future was going to unfold! Some of the other moments I will cherish forever and that stand out so strongly in my mind are when we brought our dog Hurley home. She was so small and timid and I remember her having to sleep inside the first night. She was so scared and unsure. I will always remember the nights spent looking around the yard and thinking how lucky we were and how beautiful the yard could be on a hot summer night. I always loved planting my flower pots too. I did love our rock garden in front. I will remember the BBQ's and family dinners. All spent together crammed in our little living room and kitchen. The birthdays too. Setting up our Christmas tree and decorating. I always loved how our living room looked when I decorated for Christmas. I will always remember the times we spent here with our friends. Especially the day before our wedding. That is probably one of my most treasured memories, where we all just were able to visit and hang out and not have to rush around. We truly got to enjoy one anothers company. It was one of those great times. So many laughs, so much fun. I will always remember coming home the day after our wedding. It felt so great to come home together as husband and wife. Who knew a year later, to the day, we would be turning yet another page and would be moving into our dream home. I will never forget these memories, the good and of course at times,the not so good. All in all they are part of our history and we will carry the time spent here with us forever. Thank you Allison with Moments Photography for capturing these moments for us to always have. We can never forget where we have come from.

Thank You, Mother Nature

2009-10-25T15:20:00.000-07:00

Thank you, Mother Nature for such a beautiful day today! My very dear friend and I have been trying to co-ordinate for weeks, a little family photo session, while the leaves are still around, and the snow is far away. However, Mother Nature seemed to have different plans in mind and we were having to dodge around the unpredictable weather for weeks now! However, after looking through the photos of this family I can see that this photo session was definitly worth the wait. The day was beautiful. To me, these photos of this family celebrate so many things. They celebrate family love, seasons of change and the last moments spent as a family of three, as a new little one is on the way. To my very special friend and her beautiful family...thank you for allowing me to capture some of these moments for you. Here are just a sample of some of my favorites. I hope you all love them.

Photos of a Very Special Family

2009-10-18T21:28:00.000-07:00

Today Matt and I drove up to Fort. Saskatchewan to do some family photos for a very special family. We had planned this little photo shoot over a month ago and finally the time had arrived (with cooperative weather!!). I had the best time capturing some great moments with this bunch and I hope they love this little photo sneek peek. Thank you all for such a wonderful day of photos, laughter, conversation, food and great memories! We love you guys!

Family Love

2009-10-16T16:51:00.000-07:00

I had the fabulous job today of doing some "first time" family photos for my best friend. We lucked out with the weather since it has been so cold and unpredictable the last week. It was still cool and breezy outside but we managed to get a few snapshots in. Below is a collection of some of my favorites. It is hard to believe that my best friend since 4th grade is now a beautiful mom. Her son is gorgeous and the cutest little thing. Time sure does fly, and it seems like only yesterday when we would stay up all night in her or my bedroom talking about the future and what it is going to be like one day when we are married and are moms! And now, in a blink of an eye that time is here. From the looks of it girl, you are doing an amazing job. Motherhood just makes you more beautiful. Thank you for allowing me the honor to capture some beautiful images of you and your family! I hope you love them as much as I do. xo

Growth

2009-10-13T13:32:00.000-07:00

"She could never go back and make some of the details pretty. All she could do was move forward and make the whole beautiful." ~Terri St. Cloud~ This quote completely gave me chills. Especially at this time of my life when so many things are changing. Really though, every day is changing. I heard the coolest quote the other day, "change is really the only constant in life". How true is that? In the end, the one thing that we all know for sure is that...things are going to change. No matter how hard we try to resist it, there is no way around it. It is certain. I guess that is why I love the above quote so much. It just stood out to me. Looking back on the last 10 years or so, so much has happened and changed. Some things of course, I maybe would have now done differently...things did not go as perfectly "planned" but in the end, I am pretty positive that where I am right now is exactly where I need to be. There were definitly hard times, sad times, frusterating times, moments of uncertainty and times where I was so terrifed that I did not know how I was going to get out of bed to face the day. Sometimes being on my own was so scary. Almost to the point where I did not know where or how to move. What to do. At the same time though, moving through that fear was probably one of the most liberating strengthening experiences of my human soul. Not every detail of my past was perfect. Not every event or moment was how I thought it would have ended up turning out to be. But really, all I have now is the choice to move ahead and forward and concentrate on painting my big picture with everything I have got now. All of the lessons learned from my past, with the bravery and skills that I have gained along with way. It is now time to move forward and do all that I can, with all that I have, to make my whole beautiful. As beautiful as it possibly can be.

Out My Front Door Today...

2009-10-12T08:53:00.001-07:00

So this is what had developed overnight, last night. To be honest, not exactly excited, ready, happy...etc. However, it DOES make for a beautiful picture. It is still way too early to be welcomed to this, and really the snow has stuck around since last Thursday. So, really snow, you have come and made your point. Seriously now, I have got my picture you are FREE to LEAVE. :) Warmer weather is hopefully on the way, fingers and toes are crossed! In other life stuff, just trying to get things slowly packed for the move. I actually got around to doing quite a bit this weekend. (Hmm...maybe another silver lining to the weather, did not really feel guilty about being inside and packing. It certainly was not the kind of days to want to be outside, that's for sure). Right now, trying to get my scrapbook room packed away. Eeek. It is so weird but I am really struggling with having it packed away for a bit. Maybe that is why I am procrastinating so much? However, with packing comes the lovely task of actually dealing with all the "stuff". How did things get so out of hand, how have I accumulated so many things? I just had to laugh at myself. When I had started scrapbooking, everything fit so nicely into a neat rubbermaid bin. Now, that solely houses just my ribbon. My, how things have escalated! Oh well, it is my hobby and makes me happy. Regardless of everything, I know it is going to be so worth it in the end. Going through my stuff these past few days also had me browsing through a few of my albums and older pages....so funny. Regardless of how they look, I am definitely so happy that I took the time to document some really great past moments. They are always there now, for me to go back to and enjoy and reflect on. See how we have all grown, changed, moved forward. To me, it is always so important to remember where you have come from. So, it being Thanksgiving this weekend, I am definitely wanting to take this moment and just say how incredibly grateful and thankful I am for all of the many memories and moments I have captured in the pages of my scrapbooks. So worth every minute and dollar spent.

Capturing the Essence

2009-10-05T20:29:00.000-07:00

Tonight was such a fabulous night! I met up with the cutest couple. A couple of months ago I was asked to do some photos for them and I could not be more pleased with how they turned out. These two were total naturals in front of the camera, and completely let their "essence" be. I am so grateful for such a wonderful session and I truly hope they love my photographic take on thier essence.

Beautiful Souls

2009-10-04T20:44:00.000-07:00

I love capturing kids. Over the past few weeks I have been able to spend some time with some beautifully spirited kids. And here are some of the results. Kids fascinate me in so many ways. They are just beginning really, their minds, their hearts, their souls...they really have the whole world at their fingertips and their discovery of life and the everyday wonders simply fascinates me. These are a few (of the many) favorite moments I was able to capture of some incredibly fabulous children!

While we try to teach our children all about life, Our children teach us what life is all about.

~Angela Schwindt

And...in other news...Ta-da! It's official...Matt and I have bought our little dream home. After almost 3 weeks of ups, downs, twists and turns...with a few curve balls thrown in for good measure, the sold sign is finally up and the packing begins! We are so excited for this journey, a huge life change for both of us, but we are so thankful for it all.

Life brings a Gift

2009-09-30T18:19:00.000-07:00

"Something great happens each and every day. And because I am aware, I never miss it. Sometimes it is major--for example, a new business deal or an unexpected opportunity. Sometimes the gift is less obvious--a beautiful bird landing at my feeder, an email from a friend, the smile of a child, the pleasure from a great idea, or the joy that comes from complimenting someone. But sure enough, life brings a gift to my doorstep each and every day." ~Brook Noel~

I Am Inspired

2009-09-29T20:48:00.001-07:00

Lately I am inspired by so many things! I find I just get into a creative rush, where ideas, thoughts, plans etc. just keep coming and coming! If only my energy level was just as powerful! And of course....if we all only had an extra 8 hours in a day! Lately I am inspired by so many PEOPLE. Maybe that is why I love talking with people, and getting to know them more. I find others so fascinating. I love hearing their stories, their ways of living...their challenges, their triumphs, their dreams and goals. Maybe my whole fascination is simply recognizing that I am a person who loves to document life. I just love the everyday things. Maybe that is why I simply love BLOGS. I just cannot get enough. I have "met" so many wonderful, creative, passionate woman through various blogs. Their scrapbooking, stories, photography, and everyday ramblings are so inspirational to me. I am also inspired again by my scrapbook pages. I am so thankful that I "make" the time to try and get some things down. This weekend I was lucky enough to have some free time to just play around and scrap. I didn't really have anything particular in mind...instead I just went with it, and it felt SO good. Nothing beats the feeling of a finished project. Now, you would think that I would have tons more finished, however that is not the case at all. I am a queen of starting...but finishing is another topic all on it's own. Some other things that are randomly inspiring me these days: magazines, music, scented candles, my camera, amazing friends, my job, being consciously grateful...(even for the "tough not so desirable" moments), blogging, my Creative Escape scrapbook...(which is ALMOST complete), slippers, journaling, and up and coming life change (more on this later). So much energy in...i am LOVING it.:)

Always Remember, Remember Always

2009-09-23T17:47:00.000-07:00

I will not die an unlived life. I will not live in fear of falling or catching fire. I choose to inhabit my days, to allow my living to open me, to make me feel less afraid, more accessible, to listen to my heart until it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise. I choose to risk my significance, to live so that which came to me as seed goes to the next blossom and that which came to me as blossom, goes on as fruit. ~Dawna Markova

Time Flies

2009-09-21T20:29:00.000-07:00

It sounds so cliche, however I cannot believe how time flies. Matt and I celebrated our first wedding anniversary on Sunday, September 20th. It has been stated that the first year of marriage is definitly the hardest, and I will be the first to admit that yes, at times, things are not easy. But really, what is easy these days? All I know is that being married has pushed me to grow in so many areas of my life. It has been such a great ride. Like a roller coaster, there have been incredible highs, along with some dips, twists and turns, nonetheless. This year has been such a learning experience, ever-changing. Celebrating our wedding anniversary this year was amazing in so many ways. It was on our anniversary that Matt and I have made one of the biggest changes and decisions of our life, together, hand in hand. Details are still in the works, but it is a very positive and exciting thing that we are both so excited for. It has truly been such an incredible time right now. We are so very lucky for so many things. Lately, I have actually been grateful for a lot of the tough moments we have endured because now it all seems to make sense. We are now beginning to close this first chapter and begin our second. We are so excited to turn this page.

Why I LOVE Photography

2009-09-14T19:12:00.000-07:00

I love photography. It is something I am so passionate about. I love recording the way I see things, the way I view the world. I love the way I am able to capture what I love. Because it is such a passion of mine, I love how I am able to capture and be a part of other people's passions because I know how it feels to love something so much. That it truly becomes a part of you. I am so grateful that because of what I love to do, I was able to capture my husband surrounded by what he loves. His love for the water and his wakeboard. Because of my camera I am able to record these memories and moments. That is why I LOVE photography. Thanks babe for being such a sport (and being so patient...). Thank you for appreciating and supporting my love and passion for photography. You are one of my biggest cheerleaders. And seriously...the camera simply loves you...or maybe that's me. Oh well, in any case I just adore these photos of you. xo

Looking back...

2009-09-13T17:52:00.001-07:00

Taking some time to look back. Summer is slowly coming to an end, and finally for a few days so has the "busy-ness" of life. This time of year has always been my favorite. I do not love the fact that summer is coming to an end, however nothing beats the way I feel in the fall. I absolutely love this time of year. To me, this time of year I feel like beginning anew. I feel like this more at this time of year than even around New Years. It's weird, but I just love the feel of fall. I love the colors, the leaves, the cool nights and the way the fresh air smells in the morning. I love the beginning of new TV shows, the start up of everything again that ended for the summer. I just love it all. Also looking back on the summer brings me to a few scrapbook pages that I had the chance to complete but never got around to posting and sharing. I really love how these two pages came together. Looking back also brings me back to a very special place in time. A very sacred moment I keep in my heart of the most special and sentimental day in my life. The day I married my best friend for life. In less than 1 week we will be celebrating our 1 year wedding anniversary...and looking back what a year it has been! Full of everything good, sprinkled with trial and challenge every now and then. But above all we have worked together through it all and it has only solidified the fact that we will face whatever comes our way together, hand in hand. Nothing is more important than our partnership together. Our wedding day was amazing. It was a day filled with so many of our best friends and family members. So many people we love together in one room to celebrate our day with us. We are truly so lucky. It was the beautiful fall day and fall wedding I had always dreamed of. I cannot wait to begin to celebrate our first year of memories as husband and wife together.

Glisten & Shine

2009-09-02T21:19:00.000-07:00

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others" ~Marianne Williamson

Spirit & Soul Makeover = Creative Escape 2009

2009-08-31T22:46:00.000-07:00

So Creative Escape 2009 has come and gone. Wow, is really all that I can say. I am overwhelmed in so many ways when I look back on all that I have learned, heared and seen during my time at Creative Escape in Arizona. It was one of the most amazing "once in a lifetime" moments that we are all so lucky to come across during our life journey. I met the sweetest women from Australia, Japan, Europe, women from all over the USA...it was so amazing. There were people from a total of 12 countries who made their way to Creative Escape this year. Is that not amazing? I could sit here for hours and go on and on about this experience. However, it is so late, I am exhausted yet with still so much to do, so here is my top 10 list of favorite moments from Creative Escape! 10. The zebra theme accented with tons of pink and lime green. Too fun, and I just loved how so many ladies got into the whole theme of it all. Their outfits were hysterical! 11. The shopping...of course! Between the Bazill wearhouse, Scrapbooks etc. and the on-site store...incredible. I love my new necklace and tree of life I purchased. 9. Being told at Bazill..."ok, here's a pizza box...there is the paper. Now go and fill as much paper as you can possibly stuff into your pizza box all for $20.00! (Huh???) So fun! 8. Flowers, flowers, flowers....they were EVERYWHERE! 7. The little gift bags that were left for us in our room after a long hard Friday. Such a cute treat with the homemade recipe book filled with all of the instructors favorite recipes, face wash, paper packs, flower pattern....just the sweetest. 6. Heidi's presentation on Friday night. 5. All of the amazing conversations I had with so many women I met during the course of the day. 4. Eating dessert FIRST. A well-known tradition at Creative Escape. 3. The prizes and giveaways! Even though I did not win, it was still so exciting to see those who had won something. CE gave away some amazing goodies! 2. The trunk show. So amazing. Truly inspiring. Hearing Melanie Wellman speak on Saturday night to close the event was so inspirational as well. She was truly a gift to hear as she spoke about so many things I needed to hear that night. I will never forget her keynote speech. 1. Having my husband surprise me at the airport when we arrived back in Edmonton! Instead of driving 2 1/2 hours home that night to only arrive in Lac La Biche at 3am, he surprised me with a hotel that night and treated me to a new lens for my camera for our upcoming anniversary!:) Definitly a treasured moment and day we shared together. My mom and dad accompanied me on this trip. They took some time to enjoy the beautiful Sheraton Wild Horse Resort and Spa in the 50 degree HEAT! It was crazy hot! However, they attempted golfing, went to the spa, toured the resort and just enjoyed the beautiful hotel. It was definitly one of the fanciest places I have ever been to. The service was amazing, the food delicious and the sights incredible. Truly the perfect setting for a Creative Escape! Now...back to the conference. It truly was out of this world. It was simply so inspirational, fun, intense, busy...the list goes on and on. So much detail and effort was put into this huge event. One of the most amazing things for me was being in the surroundings of over 600 women who are so so passionate about scrapbooking and documenting their lives. I just loved it. No one needed to sit and explain why they do what they do, or why they love it so much. We all just completely understood. Heidi, of course, was nothing short of amazing. Her presentation on Friday night, which touched on the theme of risk, and what we risk by NOT taking the time to document our lives and scrapbook literally had the entire place moved to tears. Her heartfelt captions, beautiful photos, and scrapbook pages inspired everyone in the room that night. Even her pages she shared from years ago, (when stickers and cutting out people from the photos was considered "cool") had the place both laughing hysterically and tearing up all at the same time. Her presentation was so moving and made me so thankful that I do take the time to journal, jot down moments and to always have my camera ready. Life passes us by so quickly, and taking the time to write it down is our chance to control a little bit of the uncontrollable, and our chance to go back, for just a second, whenever we want, to relive some of the best big & little moments of our lives-that make us who we are today. I absolutely adored Heather Bailey. Her table at the trunk show was so inspiring. Filled with fun fabrics, beautiful photography and the most detailed and funky sewing projects she definitly has me yearning to learn what my sewing machine can do. I just loved talking with her and looking at her beautiful display. Her style just makes you happy! Mr. Tim Holtz. This guy is crazy. His creative drive, vision and talents surpass all that I have seen. His table at the trunk show literally took my breath away. His love for vintage, antique and unique elements in his projects bring scrapbooking to a whole new level. His class was definitly one of my favorites by far. So unique, his products are super fun to work with...their possibilities endless and the little mini suitcase we used in our class project....waaaaay too cute for words! The 7 gypsies gals. Truly more inspiration was to be had here with them. I loved their class, the project was so great...and their trunk show table was incredible again. So vintage, full of life and detail and hidden treasure. These ladies are so talented and had so many amazing "outside the box" projects on display at their table. It was so fun looking at all thier stuff and hearing about all thier neat finds! Heidi and me. Her "Once in a lifetime" project just simply beautiful in every way. I cannot wait to finish it with my photos. She is just such a beautiful person, inside and out. Her table at the trunk show...........UNREAL!!!!!!!!!! I could have stood their for hours. Dad and I on our last day at the resort before leaving for our flight. Taking a tour of the resort on the little boat ride. So cute....but it was SO HOT! I am so grateful in so many many ways for this experience. There is just so much to take in and remember and think about. The theme of the conference was "Unwritten", and how it is up to us to tell our life story. "Live your life with arms wide open. Today is where your book begins. The rest is still unwritten." I am so ready to start living this life, my life with my "arms wide open". Creative Escape was truly that...an escape into one of the most amazing "once in a lifetime" experiences I have ever had!

Blog LOVE

2009-08-20T10:35:00.001-07:00

So I stumbled across this blog. She is amazing. The above quote is from her blog, in her words. Let's just say...it was love at first read. I cannot wait to buy her book. It is on my wish list. In other news, life has been BUSY. I have so much to post. So much to look forward to! I'll try and be back in a jiffy. :)

Viva Las Vegas!

2009-08-04T15:40:00.000-07:00

So after a whirl wind weekend of pure FUN we are back from celebrating Matthew's birthday in Las Vegas! We had so much fun, and was such an awesome time. Needless to say we are all in agreement that we are feeling we need a vacation from our vacation to recover from the late nights, eating, walking, drinking, shopping, etc. etc... Vegas is crazy! Plus, I have never felt heat like I have there before in my life. 45 degree heat is truly something else! Probably one of our most favorite things we did was go and check out the infamous Fremont street experience. It was so cool. From the people, street entertainment, light shows, and cheap drinks it was definitly an all around favorite. Surprisingly too we found the temperature to be much cooler here than anywhere else...weird, but definitly a nice change from the constant heat for sure. On Saturday night we all rocked out at Crue Fest at the Hard Rock Hotel. Now THIS was cool. As we were just standing in front of The Joint trying to decide how to kill some time before the show, a Sony rep came up to us and asked if we wanted to meet Drowning Pool who were part of the Crue Fest tour. Of course we all looked at the guy like he was crazy....I mean it's Vegas, how can you NOT be skeptical? Anyway he assured us everything was legit and twenty minutes later we were all standing face to face shaking the hands of Drowning Pool, snapping pics and having them sign our CD's. It was SO cool. Talk about timing.... I officially met a rock star! In Vegas! Later that night we all rocked out to Charm City Devils, Drowning Pool, Theory of a Deadman, Godsmack, and Motley Crue. We were about 5 rows from the stage, definitly the closest I have ever been to a rock show. It was amazing. My ears are still ringing from the show. Such an awesome time. We all had a blast! I am so lucky to have such an awesome group of friends to experience these amazing moments with. We all had the best time just reconnecting, catching up and laughing all the time. It was such a relaxed trip too as we all just seemed to enjoy going with the flow and doing whatever, whenever. It was awesome and something I will never forget. Good times, good times!

Summer so far...

2009-07-26T15:31:00.000-07:00

Just some random photos taken of summer days so far. Time has been scarce as my schedule has been super busy and it seems like the days of summer are quickly flying by. Luckily there has been some time where the weather has both been nice and I have not had to be or do something else instead. There are tons of things I want to catch up on, but I have been telling myself to just "let it go" and save it for a rainy, cold day. For right now, I just want to get back on track and start being present and living in the now instead of always continuing to worry about tomorrow. Yesterday was my best friend Hannan's baby shower for her son Cody. He is just the sweetest, (I am in love...) and he was super spoiled with tons of gifts. It was so great to see my girls and just hang out, laugh, eat, and reminisce about the good ol' days...our old challenges, our new ones. Nothing can take away from the bond we all share. I absolutely LOVED our time together yesterday. So special because these days, times like yesterday do not happen too often! Hurley and Troy chilling out on the boat. Quick snapshot of Matt. Getting all suited up, ready to ride. Our little family. Times like these I love.

Family Photos

2009-07-18T09:12:00.001-07:00

Just posting a few photos taken of my hubby, parents and I at a friends wedding last weekend. And FINALLY I figured out how to post larger images...thanks to all of you out there who I bugged for info on this...lol. After hours of playing around I finally figured it out...and it really was quite simple to do...haha.

Reality Check

2009-07-10T20:25:00.000-07:00

After having quite an interesting week unfold unexpectedly, taking the time to jot some things down that remind me of all that is good and happy seems like a really good thing to do. I guess it is just all about growing older, exposing oneself, or being exposed to things that are not always easy to accept, understand, and digest is truly what this life, and life LESSONS are all about. Everyone is dealt different cards, it is really overwhelming at times to understand the "who, why's, how's" of situations. Why some are luckier than others, and those others who are dealt the extremes of extremes with situations that literally bring you to your knees. Like I always say, "every day is a good day when nothing bad happens". Each day is truly a gift, how we choose to unwrap our "present" is ultimately up to us. Here is how I have chosen to recognize and unwrap mine with all things good and happy! *Music and dancing. Ultimately the best way to sweat it out and just feel good. *My camera. Indulging in photography and capturing others bliss elates me to no end. I love drowning myself in others moments of joy. *My husband. He is just SO there for me. He stands by me regardless and seems to love me even more when I can be so hard to love. *Animals. I love my dog, but I also love observing all of the other animals I see in my day. Dogs, cats, birds, butterflies. I love the LIFE of spring and summer. *Good books. Such an excellent way to end the day. Losing myself within the pages of a book all the while cuddled up in bed for the night propped up on tons of pillows. I love it. *My friendships. I love my girls so much. You all are amazing to me. *My parents. Through thick and thin, ALWAYS there. So blessed for this. All things good and happy. It is a great place to be. "I do believe that when we face challenges in life that are far beyond our own power, it is an opportunity to build on our faith, inner strength and courage. I have learned that how we face challenges plays a big role in the outcome of them." ~Sasha Azevedo